CHAPTER I
It was drowsy in the little mission church, and the gentle mellifluous voice of
the young preacher increased rather than dispelled the sleepy peacefulness. The
church, if such it could be styled, was well filled. The people of Sanyo knew it
for the coolest of retreats. They drifted aimlessly in and out of the church,
making no pretense of either understanding or appreciating the proceedings. It was
a curious congregation, one which, innocently enough, never
6thought of
assisting the pastor. They came to see the white priest, not to listen to the
pleading message he brought, which as yet they could not understand. His Japanese
was too correct. Spoken slowly and painfully in the unfamiliar accent of the
Caucasian, it was often quite unintelligible. But, as was said, the church was
cool, the villagers curious, and the minister an unending source of wonder to
them. If some of the congregation waited patiently throughout the length of the
sermon, it was not because they deemed this the proper thing to do, but because
they knew they would be treated to another form of entertainment, which they
childishly en-
7joyed. For, after the sermon, the minister, closing the
large black book before him and opening a small red one, would raise his voice,
throw back his head, open his mouth, and sing aloud in a voice which had never
lost its fascination for his hearers. He had done this from the first, leading an
unresponsive congregation in hymns of praise; but singing to the end alone. No
aiding voice took up the refrain with him nor was there even the music of an organ
to bear his clear voice company. Through the opened windows the chirp of the birds
floated. Sometimes a baby, grown restless, laughed and crowed aloud.
On this particular Sunday, however, the
8minister, who appeared
unusually happy, had introduced an innovation. As its nature had been whispered
about the village, the service in consequence was well attended. Behind the
minister’s small sandal-wood pulpit a bench had been placed, upon which the people
saw seated five of the most disreputable waifs of the town. At first they were
hardly recognizable. From smudgy-faced, soiled and tattered bits of flotsam, they
were transformed in garments of white—miniature surplices they were.
The minister beamed upon them. The boys looked stoically back at him. This day
those in the church forgot to look about
9at the various objects of
interest, forgot to drowse, for all eyes were intent upon that little row behind
the priest. When the sermon was ended and the minister turned to the red hymn
book, the boys arose to their feet, and as his baritone voice was raised, five
piping and discordant minor voices joined with him.
The result of the minister’s effort for a choir was immediate. It broke up the
apathy of the congregation.
Groups lingered about the mission house after the service—groups of curious
child-women for the most part. The question discussed from every standpoint was
the seeming elevation of these most unsavory
10and godless of town
waifs. How could these good people guess that the young minister, restless at the
seeming fruitlessness of his labors, had given of his own meagre salary to induce
the hungriest of the town, for so many
sen, to be respectable for one day in the
week? What would not a Japanese vagabond do for a
sen or a sweet potato? Submit to
a bath, a robe too clean to touch and the pleasure—sometimes pain—of mimicking the
voice of the white man.
The mellow tinkling of temple bells disturbed the gossips. It was the hour of
noon, when the gods were good and for a little prayer would give them sweet food
11and excellent appetites. So straight from the temple of the white
priest they dispersed, through the valley to the opposite hill, where the Shinto
Temple, golden-tipped, beckoned them to the prayers they mechanically understood;
a moment only in the temple, nodding heads and prostrating bodies, and after that,
home and the noon-day meal. Thus every day. Only on the Sunday, since the coming
of the foreign priest, they had added to the routine this weekly pilgrimage of
curiosity to the white man’s temple. Strange indeed were the ways of the foreign
devils!
“Let us wait a little while,” said a round-
12faced, merry-eyed maid
of fifteen, grasping the sleeves of girl friends.
Azalea was departing slowly when recalled by the raised voice of her friend. At a
short distance from the other girls she paused and looked back inquiringly.
“Wait till they come out,” continued the speaker, Ume-san by name, “those
beggars, and we will have some fun.”
“Oh, good!” agreed Koto, snapping her fan upon her hand; “we will find out
what the white beast says to them.”
“Perhaps,” suggested Fuji, stretching herself—she was fat and indolent and
the church seat was hard—“he pays them.”
13
Azalea looked interested.
“I wish,” said she wistfully, “he would pay me something.”
“Perhaps he will,” said Fuji, nodding her head slowly; “my honorable father
says he is rich—very rich.”
“And my honorable father says so, too,” said Ume.
“Oh, all foreign devils are,” declared Koto conclusively.
“Well, but Matsuda Isami says he is not,” said Azalea. “And Matsuda knows
surely.”
“Matsuda is jealous,” said Koto. “He wants to be always the richest. The
gods despise avarice.”
14
Azalea was fluttering her fan somewhat nervously. She regarded it thoughtfully,
then closed it sharply.
“I am avaricious,” she said, with the point of her fan touching her pretty
red underlip.
Her friends laughed at her, and she blushed.
“Yes,” she said, “I am avaricious. The gods will despise me truly. I adore
money. I would like to have one hundred yen all to myself.”
“What would you do with it?” questioned Ume, the oldest of the four.
“I would leave my step-mother’s house,” said Azalea simply.
15
“Here they come!” cried Koto. The girls fell into an excited little line by
the church door, one behind the other. Out came the choir—their surplices doffed,
their washed faces wide with smiles and their little eyes shining. Five
sen
rattled in the sleeve of each. The girls had drawn in hiding behind the church
portico in order to surprise them. Now they sprang out into view, and grasped the
boys by the sleeves. Thinking they were being set upon for their hard-earned
sen,
a series of angry shrieks and snorts burst out. Their fears set at rest by the
merry laughter of the girls, they were finally induced to tell all they knew. The
minister, it seems, had
16brought them to his house at various times,
had fed them on sweet potatoes and rice cakes, and had taught them to sing just as
he did. For this public effort in his temple, he had given them each—well, they
did not propose to tell any one how much he had given, but the intimation was that
it was a sum sufficient to keep them in luxury for some time to come. Furthermore,
they, the members of his choir, were to have this same sum given to them as a
weekly income, for singing, just like the white priest, in his church, each
Sunday.
Azalea sighed and, sitting on the church steps, looked at the fortunate boys with
envious and wistful eyes.
17
“And does not the white beast want females also to sing?” she asked.
“Females!” repeated one of the boys. “Did the gods ever favor
females?”
“The foreign devil is not a god,” said Azalea thoughtfully. “Who knows,
perhaps he would pay me also to sing with him.”
“Time to go home,” said Koto, and she pulled Ume’s sleeve. “Are you not
hungry? Come, Azalea!”
“She won’t give me to eat, my most honorable mother-in-law,” said Azalea.
“I need not go there.”
“You will soon be a beggar, too, Azalea,” laughed Koto,
“and the white man
18will give you charity. But come, girls.”
Clinging to each other’s hands and almost tripping over each other’s heels, the
three girls fluttered homeward down the hill, leaving Azalea sitting alone,
looking moodily and reflectively at the choir boys, now counting their money. She
knew that they, like her, were orphans. Unlike her, they had not an uncharitable
roof, called by her ungracious step-parent a home for her. Shelter beneath it was
only grudgingly accorded, because Azalea’s step-mother was vain and feared the
criticism of neighbors and the wrath of the gods should she turn Azalea out. As it
was, the young girl was only half fed and her clothes were those
19half-worn ones thrown to her by arrogant and fortunate step-sisters, yet the
girl’s nimble fingers made those same threadbare garments objects of
attractiveness, which set off her own appealing beauty. But she was seventeen,
unmarried and unhappy. Something must be done soon, or she would become the bride
of the river. Her step-mother’s scoldings grew with the girl’s in- creasing beauty
and grace. She did not know this was the cause, only she knew life was becoming
unbearable.
The choir boys had already shuffled a portion of the way down the hill slope, when
she sprang to her feet and ran after them.
20
“Gonji!” she called one of them by name. “Wait just a moment.”
They stopped and she overtook them. She was breathless when she reached them.
“Is it because you are beggars,” she said, “that this priest favors
you?”
Gonji nodded.
“I,” said Azalea, spreading out her little hands, “am also a
beggar.”
They laughed at her. Only the homeless were beggars in their eyes. In addition,
members of her sex were received among them only when they had reached the old
witch age. The country knew many old women beggars, who drifted,
21whining, upon their staffs from town to town. Often they were blind and clung to
the rope about the neck of a tailless cat, which led them. Who ever heard of a
maiden beggar? So Azalea’s statement was received in laughter.
“How much did the minister give?” she demanded, ignoring their jeers.
“Five—ten—maybe one hundred sen,” glibly lied Gonji.
Her eyes widened and shone.
“Oh!” she said.
“That’s only for the singing,” said Gonji; “if we become convert to his
religion he will pay more.”
He turned to his companions for verifi-
22cation. They had moved on their
way and he made to join them.
“No, no, don’t go! Wait a little while, please!”
“Well?”
“What is ‘convert?’”
“Why,” the Japanese boy of sixteen racked his brain for an explanation of the
word, “why, that’s to—ah—that’s just abandoning the gods for a new one.”
“Oh!” His sleeve dropped from her grasp and she drew back, her face somewhat
blanched.
“Abandon the gods!” she repeated.
“But if we do that, then the gods will be angry with us.”
23
“That is true,” nodded Gonji reflectively. “It’s bad business,” he
added.
“Perhaps,” she essayed almost timidly, “that new God is also kind and
good.”
Gonji shook his head skeptically.
“The priest at the temple says that he is really an evil spirit.”
The girl shuddered. She turned away from Gonji and he resumed his way down the
hill.
Azalea walked listlessly back to the mission house. When she had reached it, she
paused irresolute. A sudden idea had come to her. Why should she not pretend to be
converted? When the barbarian priest had paid her she would go to the shrine of
24Kwannon and confess her lie. She would give half of the money to
the gods, who would forgive her; she was hungry and ill-treated and she wished to
leave the home of her step-mother, who was cruel to her. If money could be earned
by a little lie, why should she not earn it? She would! She would!
The young minister closed and locked the door of the church. Turning on the
threshold, he paused a moment before descending the little flight of steps, and
looked about him at the smiling, sunny landscape.
The bells of the neighboring temple were melodious, and he found himself absently
25listening to them. With his hands clasped behind, and his head
somewhat bent, Richard Verley turned slowly toward his home.
It was only the length of an iris field from the church, a pleasant saunter. The
minister was wont to dream upon these walks—dream of the future harvest which
would repay his earnest labors.
He had come quite close to his garden gate before he perceived the little figure
waiting there. It was her voice—her odd, breathless voice, which called his
attention to her though he heard the one word ‘convert’ spoken in English. The
rest of her speech was unintelligible.
26
She stood in the sunlight, her cheeks vividly red, her eyes wide with excitement
and with fright. It was that fearful, piteous something about her whole attitude
which from the first reached and appealed instantly to the sympathies of the
minister.
“You wish to speak to me?” he asked.
“Yaes,” she said, nodding her head, and then very swiftly, as though she had
learned the words by rote—“I am convert unto you, Excellency.”
“Convert!” His eyes kindled and he stared at her without speaking a moment.
Her head drooped, as if from its own small weight.
27
“Yaes,” she said in the lowest, the faintest of voices, “I am
convert—Chlistian!”
He seized both her hands, and held them warmly in his own.
“Come into my house, my child,” he said. “Let us talk it over.”
Her hands fluttered in his, then she suddenly withdrew them. They slipped back
into her sleeves. She stood uncertainly before him, hesitating to pass through the
gate he had opened for her.
“Come!” he urged gently.
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CHAPTER II.
Even while the minister in the coolness of his study softly and gently questioned
his faltering “convert,” a wily and smooth-speaking Nakoda was visiting her
step-mother. Madame Yamada, as the latter was called, knew the marriage broker
well, and being the mother of two daughters by a marriage previous to that with
Azalea’s father, she welcomed him with more than usual cordiality.
Would not the estimable Mr. Okido remove his shoes and eat the noon meal within
her humble house?
The estimable Mr. Okido would.
29Madame Yamada sent a scullery maid
flying to his feet, where, kneeling in the humblest attitude, she removed his
dusty sandals. Then she brought fresh water with which to bathe his feet.
Madame Yamada, who had not engaged the services of Okido, was curious to know the
nature of his mission to her. She disguised her curiosity, however, under the
blandest of manners. With swift acuteness she introduced her daughters into the
room and had them serve the man, throughout the meal glancing under her eyelashes
to watch the effect of her daughters’ sundry charms upon the
Nakoda, who she knew
would not fail to dwell upon all such points
30with his employer. But
strangely enough, Okido scarcely seemed to notice the presence of her daughters,
and ate his meal in somewhat stolid silence. After the repast he permitted the
pipe to be lighted for him and proceeded to smoke at his leisure.
Madame Yamada could contain her curiosity no longer. At a sign from her, her
daughters withdrew. Then she addressed the Nakoda.
“In what way,” she asked, “is the humblest one indebted to the esteemed
Okido for his honorable visit?”
Okido put down the pipe on the hibachi and, turning toward Madame Yamada, looked
at her keenly.
31
“You have daughters, Madame Yamada.”
“Two,” she answered promptly.
“Three,” said Okido slowly.
The esteemed one was mistaken. The gods had only blessed her with two.
Nay, the gods had been kinder. Were there not three, including her step-daughter?
“Ah, yes.” Madame Yamada smiled coldly.
“Let me repeat,” he said slowly. “You have daughters.”
“Yes;” she allowed the word to escape her lips impatiently. Would the stupid
broker never come to his business?
“And I,” said Okido,
“have a client 32 who desires the hand of
one of your daughters.”
A red spot appeared in either of Madame Yamada’s cheeks.
“1What is the name of his honorable parent?” she asked, no
longer attempting to conceal her interest.
Okido leaned toward her impressively.
“His name is Matsuda Isami.”
Madame Yamada’s hands trembled. She scarcely could control her voice.
“What—the——”
“Yes, the rich Matsuda Isami.”
The woman thrilled with maternal pride. Her bosom heaved.
“And which of my 33daughters,” she asked,
“has pleased the taste of the exalted
Matsuda?”
Okido rubbed his hands softly.
“That one,” he said, “who is augustly named Azalea.”
Madame Yamada started to her feet with a cry. Then recalling herself she sat down
again and for a space of a long moment did not stir. She regarded the Nakoda with
baleful eyes. Suddenly she found her voice.
“Excellent Okido,” she said,
“the humble one cannot marry the youngest of
her daughters first. Pray return to the exalted Matsuda and say from me that I
am willing 34to consent to his marriage to my oldest
daughter.”
“What!” cried the amazed Okido, “you refuse?”
“Who spoke of refusing?” she asked in an agitated voice.
“Your answer is a refusal, Madame.”
The woman was silent, her mind busily at work.
“Listen, Okido,” she finally said,
“a promise was made by me to the august
father, now dead, of the girl Azalea. He bade me promise him that Azalea should
be given to no one in marriage save with her own consent. So! I withdraw the
offer of my oldest daughter as bride to Matsuma, 35and instead say
this: Bid the exalted one win first the consent of Azalea. He is then welcome
to her.”
“Good!” said Okido, arising and shaking the crumbs from his hakama. “We
will make direct suit to the maiden.”
Madame Yamada had arisen also. “Yes, that is it,” she said, “and for that
purpose heed the advice of one experienced in such matters. Let His Excellency
visit much the home of the humblest, and, in person, press the suit.”
Okido regarded her uneasily. “My business——” he began.
“Oh, excellent Okido,” interrupted the woman,
“I promise you that you will
earn 36your fee. Further, should the suit of your client fail should
the girl be obstinate and refuse his proposal, bear in mind, good Okido, that a
double fee will be in your palm if my oldest daughter finds favor in the eyes
of Matsuda.”
Okido nodded his head slowly. He was thoughtful as the maid slipped on his
sandals. As he left the house he stopped at the threshold and looked back at
Madame Yamada. Her colorless face was drawn into strange lines. Her long eyes were
half closed. Upon her face there was calculation cold, cruel. She slowly repeated
her words. Again nodding understanding, if not assent, the marriage broker went on
37his way pensively toward the house of
Matsuda Isami.
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CHAPTER III
As Azalea walked homeward from the minister’s house, she could still hear in
dreamy fancy the eloquent tones of his voice. She found that though beyond his
presence she still thrilled at the very memory of his face. He had cast a spell
upon her, she told herself. He was a disciple of the Evil One. She must go to the
temple of Kwannon for help. Possibly the priests there would give her some
talisman which would preserve her from any spell the barbarian might cast upon
her. For though her ruse had failed and her sleeves were empty of yen, yet still
she had promised
39the minister to visit him again the following day.
Now she found herself wishing that the morrow would come speedily.
Her step-mother met her at the door of the house. Her lips were drawn in a strange
fashion apart and her long teeth showed. This was her manner of smiling. It was
uglier and more sinister than a frown. Azalea quickened her steps, the color
beating up into her face. When she saw that set smile upon Madame Yamada’s face
she stopped abruptly before the woman. But her step-mother spoke in the most
amiable of tones:
“You must be hungry, my daughter, since you have not had your noon meal.”
40
The girl raised her eyes inquiringly toward the woman. Then she answered simply:
“Yes, mother-in-law, I am hungry.”
“Come into the kitchen, then, Azalea. The maid has kept your rice warm.”
Azalea was too much accustomed to the vicissitudes of fortune to wonder at the
sudden generosity of the step-mother. She ate the rice and sipped the fragrant tea
with mechanical relish. The meal was unexpected, but non the less palatable to a
hungry young girl. She suspected that her step-mother required something of her,
but her mind, occupied with its late thoughts of the minister, had no room for
speculation
41over the motives of her step-mother. She let Madame Yamada
herself open the subject.
“Daughter,” said the woman, “would you enjoy a trip to Tokyo?”
Azalea looked up quickly; then she answered shortly:
“No.”
Madame Yamada’s eyes narrowed. She controlled her feelings, however.
“What, Azalea! You do not wish to go to Tokyo, where everything is so gay and
bright and beautiful?”
Azalea rested her chin upon her hand and looked out from the kitchen shoji across
the fields. She did not answer.
42
“You are becoming old,” said the step- mother. “You will have to earn your
living soon.”
Azalea did not move, but her step- mother knew she was listening to her words.
“Here,” she continued, “there is no way in which you could earn money, for
you are of samurai descent and your august ancestors would not rest easily
should you be reduced to manual labor.”
“Mother-in-law,” said the girl quietly, “you would be ashamed before our
neighbors if I were to obtain work here. My august ancestors would feel no
shame.”
“What could you do here?”
43
Azalea looked at her small white hands thoughtfully.
“I could work in the mills,” she said, and added with a girlish sigh, “but
it would maim my hands.”
“Yes, and also your back, your knees, and afterwards your spirit. Let the stout
peasant women labor that way, Azalea. Such employment is not for one of gentle
birth. You shall go to Tokyo.”
“What shall I do there?” inquired the girl.
“You have beauty and youth,” said Madame Yamada slowly.
The girl moved uneasily and then catching sight of the expression upon her
44mother’s face, she made as if to arise; but the other held her by the
sleeve.
“Why do you start so?” she inquired gruffly. “Do you suppose I referred to
the yoshiwara?”
“Yes,” said Azalea, white to the lips. Her voice became passionate. “I will
not go, then,” she said. “You shall not sell me. I am the daughter of a
samurai.”
“Foolish child! Who spoke of selling you to the yoshiwara?”
“Ah, your eyes spoke, mother-in-law. Besides, what other employment could my
youth and beauty find in Tokyo?”
“Are there not geishas and tea house 45girls, and is not their
employment esteemed admirable?”
“Yes, but I have not their accomplishments, and I am too old to learn how to
dance. To be a geisha, I have heard, one must apprentice at the age of twelve.
I am eighteen years. Yes, I am getting old,” she finished.
Madame Yamada, who sat behind her, looked at her with eyes that held no mercy. In
some manner the girl must be sent away. Matsuda should then be told that she
preferred the life of gayety in Tokyo to marriage with him. After that, Yuri-
san,
the oldest daughter, would console and win him. Azalea had always appeared passive
46and obedient by nature. This sudden impulse of stubbornness was as
unexpected as it was disturbing to her step-mother. What if this slim young girl,
with her childish face of innocence, should develop the strong will of her
samurai
parent? Madame Yamada smiled unpleasantly at the prospect, and her smile boded no
good for the young girl.
Meanwhile Azalea continued to look out dreamily through the opened shoji toward
the hill, upon whose slope stood the little peaked mission house. The words of the
minister kept repeating themselves in her head.
“There is only one true God. He it 47was who created the world—and
you. He loves you, and will watch over and care for you always.”
Ah, if it were only true, thought Azalea. If this new God would only be kinder
than those she had known, then she might even close the eyes of her heart to the
words of the priests of Kwannon, and forget they had told her the God of the
barbarians was an evil spirit. She would prove Him. If He proved unkind to her she
would believe it, but if it were otherwise, why how could the evil one be kind? It
was not possible.
“Answer when you are spoken to,” broke in her step-mother’s sharp voice.
Azalea started.
48
“I did not hear you speak, honorable step-mother.”
“Your ears are accommodatingly dull. You did not care to hear.”
Azalea sighed, then pressed her lips together, as if to prevent the retort that
might have escaped them.
Madame Yamada bent toward her.
“Do you wish to marry?”
Azalea reflected.
“No-o,” she said softly, and then, “perhaps, yes. It would be a solution of
my troubles, step-mother, would it not?”
“Would you marry any one who asked. you, then? You appear to lack the common
qualities of maiden modesty.”
49
“I did not say I would marry any one,” said the girl, flushing, “but almost
anyone would be kinder than you.”
They were daring words, and she anticipated their effect upon her step-mother,
for, after having spoken them she made a frightened motion from the older woman,
who had seized her arm and was cruelly pinching it. Tears of pain came into the
girl’s eyes, but she made no outcry. Suddenly Madame Yamada flung the girl’s arm
from her.
“Did my touch hurt, then?” she inquired.
“Yes,” said Azalea briefly, her arm still sore, though released.
50
“Yet,” said her step-mother, “the pain inflicted by a woman, who is weak,
is nothing to that inflicted by a man. What will you do when your husband beats
you?”
“I do not know,” said Azalea mechanically, and then added slowly, “but I
should not weep, mother-in-law. I would not give him that pleasure. But—”
she paused; “all husbands do not beat their wives. Perhaps the gods will favor
me with a kind one. I should not marry him otherwise.”
“How will you test his kindness?” asked her mother scornfully.
“I will know,” she answered. “I will see him and love him before I marry
him.”
She arose and fluttered her sleeves back
51and forth. Her arm was in
pain. She moved it thus mechanically as a nervous method of relief, but Madame
Yamada had seen the figure coming along the white road toward their house, and she
leaped to her feet like a savage.
“What!” she cried. “You stand shamelessly in the open doorway shaking your
arms in unmaidenly fashion because a man approaches.”
“I did not even see him,” said Azalea, shrinking before the anger of her
step-mother’s expression, “and, mother-in-law, see for yourself. The man is
Matsuda Isami. Is it likely I would fling my sleeves at him?”
52
“At him most of all,” said her step-mother hoarsely. “Do not deny it,
shameless girl!”
Before Azalea could recover from the surprise occasioned by these words, Madame
Yamada, with one black look cast back at her, had left the kitchen, and was
hastening to the front part of the house, there to prostrate herself with slavish
sweetness and politeness before the exalted Matsuda Isami.
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CHAPTER IV
Matsuda Isami was a small, sharp-eyed man of possibly forty. He was rich and
powerful, the landlord of many of the families in Sanyo. The people feared him,
while they respected his employment of hundreds of coolies, and it was said his
parsimony had made him rich and kept the whole community poor. In some way, direct
or indirect, nearly everyone in the community was in his service or debt. He was
the magnate of the town, and accordingly hated, feared, dreaded. He had come on
foot to the humble home of Madame Yamada, he, the taciturn, cold-hearted head
54man of the town, and all because Azalea,
walking in the sun, in a kimona, patched, faded, but pretty, had turned her head
toward him quite recently and smiled with childish impudence. Few people smiled
upon Matsuda. This shabby daughter of a samurai who in the early days had made no
secret of his lordly contempt for the rich tradesman had captivated Matsuda by one
fleeting, innocent smile. Matsuda desired her now above all things, and swore by
all the gods that he would have her.
Wealth and power, after all, were not sufficient to gratify the insatiable greed
of his nature. He was desirous of something more priceless, and for which he would
55have given up all his possessions this beautiful young girl,
Azalea.
With impatience he listened to Madame Yamada’s servile words of compliment and
welcome. Hardly had he seated himself and with a gesture refused the proffered
pipe, when he spoke of the object of his visit.
In accordance with her suggestion conveyed to him through the Nakoda, he had come
in person to make his suit to her daughter. He desired to see her at once.
The prevaricating words of temporizing that came to Madame Yamada’s lips were not
even listened to by him.
Her daughter not at home? Very well,
56he would go, then, at once.
Thereupon
he arose. Madame Yamada bit her lip until the blood came. Then she clapped her
hands and bade the maid who answered tell the eldest daughter of the house to
hasten at once to assist the most exalted Matsuda with his clogs. The latter,
however, kicked his feet into his own sandals. When the maiden appeared, he went
shuffling in them toward the door, returning only a curt nod to her deep and
graceful obeisance. Madame Yamada, clasping her hands in despair, followed him to
the door.
Would not His Excellency wait a little while?
No, His Excellency would not—that is to
57say yes, His Excellency would;
for just at that moment His Excellency, casting a keen glance about him, saw a
little figure sitting on the door-step in the garden to the rear of the house.
“Your daughter, I perceive,” he said, indicating Azalea, “has
returned.”
The angry blood buzzed in Madame Yamada’s ears, but she answered calmly enough:
“Why, yes, it is true, Excellency.” Then raising her voice, she called to the
girl: “Azalea!”
Matsuda, returning to the interior of the house, seated himself in the guest room,
lighted his pipe and drew a long whiff.
58Then he looked at Azalea
sitting before him
pensively. His little keen eyes going from her to her step-mother and catching the
glance of baffled fury bestowed by Madame Yamada upon her daughter Yuri, he
allowed a sound which was oddly like a chuckle to escape him. Then he put the pipe
down and again regarded the maiden Azalea. He said:
“It is the wish of your step-mother that I address you personally.”
She looked at him with eyes of inquiry.
What had Matsuda Isami to say to her? She did not dream that a man as old as her
father, and one who was so exalted in public opinion, would deign to propose
59marriage with her, so insignificant and humble.
“I wish to marry you,” said Matsuda bluntly.
Her lips parted and her eyes enlarged.
“Me?” she said faintly, and repeated the little word. “Me?”
“Yes,” he smiled. “Marry you, Azalea.”
The color came in a frightened ebb to her face. She looked at her mother and
sister fearfully. Their faces were absolutely cold and impassive. In a flash she
understood her step-mother’s attitude of a moment since. It was all clearer than
daylight. Azalea arose and bowed extrava-
60gantly down to the very mats.
Then, with her head almost at Matsuda’s feet, she said:
“The humblest one is altogether too insignificant and small to become the wife
of so exalted a personage.”
The words pleased Matsuda. Plainly this girl would make a most excellent and
humble wife. He bent graciously and touched her head, patting it. She slipped
under his hand to her knees, and then to a sitting position. But her head was
still bent far over, and if the suitor could have seen that dimpling face, its
expression would have perplexed him.
He seated himself opposite to her.
“The marriage,” he said,
“can be speed-61ily arranged. I do not
like delays in any of my affairs.”
Madame Yamada interposed, desperately:
“Time will be needed to make her marriage garments, to call together her august
relatives, for maidenly meditation, and for preparation for the marriage
feast.”
“We can dispense with all these things,” said Matsuda suavely.
“Too early a marriage would be unseemly,” said Madame Yamada.
“Madame Yamada exaggerates public opinion,” was Matsuda’s response.
The woman’s voice was barely controlled in its harshness.
“You, Azalea, what have you to say?”
62Azalea opened her fan and looked at it thoughtfully, almost as though
in the painted pictures upon it she found an answer. Suddenly she raised her head.
“I do not wish to marry,” she said, and added as an afterword:
“—yet.”
At that moment her step-mother could have embraced her.
Matsuda cleared his throat.
“When, then, will it suit you?” he asked respectfully.
The girl’s eyes were still upon her fan, and without raising them she replied with
a slight shrug of her small, bewitching shoulders:
“I do not know when. Maybe in one 63year; maybe in ten. I do not wish
to marry—yet.”
Matsuda arose.
“For one year,” he said, “or for ten years, or as long as your caprice may
make it, I will wait for you.”
Azalea’s fan fluttered closed. She bowed her head upon it.
“Excellency is very faithful.”
“Once,” said Matsuda, looking at her
with half closed eyes, “your august samurai father deigned to call me ‘Dog.’ You
will learn, maiden, that I shall prove my title to ‘Dog’ by my watchfulness and
faithfulness. I have sworn to possess you, and possess you I will.”
64
The moment he was gone Azalea turned toward her step-mother, upon whose
countenance a look of sweetest benevolence toward her step-daughter was slowly
appearing.
“Mother-in-law,” said the girl, “you need not fear that I will marry him.
No, my father spoke true words. He is a dog. He has only the instincts of a
tradesman, and as such he comes here to buy the daughter of a samurai.”
“Your words are wise, Azalea,” said the step-mother,
“and you win my
maternal affection. Matsuda is not the fit husband for a warrior’s daughter.
Yet, Azalea, bear in mind that Yuri, your sister, had for 65father
one less elevated than a samurai one, indeed, who was a mere tradesman. She is
well fitted to be the wife of Matsuda Isami. Therefore, you can help or hinder
this our ambition.”
“I will neither help nor hinder,” said Azalea, crossing the room, and looking
through the shoji. “Mother-in-law, I have no interest in the matter,” she
added.
Madame Yamada was behind her and had touched her arm, the arm she had lately
pinched so viciously.
“Promise to be steadfast in your refusal of Matsuda. Promise that, Azalea, and
you will find that harshness is an unknown quality in this household.”
66
“Oh, I will promise that, easily,” said Azalea. “I will not even look at or
speak to the man. Other things now occupy my insignificant head.”
67
CHAPTER V
It was in the springtime, when the little leaves upon the trees were of the most
entrancing shade of green and the wild plum and cherry blossoms blew in clouds of
pink and white, making an impressionistic picture against the deep blue sky so
lovely and entrancing that even such a serious-minded, earnest worker as the Rev.
Richard Verley became unconscious of the sermon he had been writing and smiled out
at the landscape.
Nature oftentimes, from her very beauty, distracts one from the work of
composition, though one would call her lovingly an
68inspiration. How
could the young missionary continue the writing of his sermon, when the alluring
breezes of the spring softly slipped into his room and insistently drew the pencil
from his hand. And so he sat there smiling at his desk and dreaming.
He was not conscious of his dreams. He only knew the world seemed very good and
fair. His pen trailed over the paper for a space, then paused, to continue again.
Idly, and unconsciously, he had covered a sheet of foolscap.
The slight noise of the opening of his sliding doors caused him to come to life
with a guilty start. His usually pale face was flooded with color, as for the
first time
69he saw what he had written on the page. He turned it over
quickly, though he did not lay this last sheet among the previous pages of his
sermon.
A face of prodigious fatness was thrust between the shoji.
“What is it, Natsu?” asked the minister in Japanese.
“The girl Azalea,” she answered. “I have told her Your Excellency is most
busy, but she still stays.”
“That is right,” he said quietly. “I am expecting her.”
The servant pursed her lips and her round cheeks expanded till her little eyes
70were almost hidden. She muttered discontentedly:
“Again,
Excellency?”
“Yes,” he said, “again. What are you waiting for?”
She shuffled unwillingly from the room, drawing the doors behind her. Suddenly she
opened them again.
“Excellency,” she said, “she is not truly convert—no! That is a
lie!”
He smiled. The maid’s jealousy of all his parishioners gave him amusement. She was
envious even of their possible conversion.
“That will do, Natsu,” he said. “Don’t keep our visitor waiting.”
71
The woman muttered ill-temperedly as she passed along the hall.
The minister waited in pleasing anticipation. He had not expected her at this
hour. She came usually in the afternoon. He remembered with what fearful shyness
she had first entered his house, and the tremulous, almost breathless, fashion in
which she had replied to his questions. He was of a hopeful, sanguine disposition.
Though he knew that his small congregation consisted of those induced by
sen to
come to church, those who came from curiosity and others still—young boys and
girls—from mischief solely, still he believed that his labor would bear eventual
fruit, and
72lo, at last a convert ! She was very young, somewhat
fragile and in her own strange fashion lovely. From the first he had likened her
to a timid wild bird. Even after she had entered his house, she had turned
backward as though to retreat; then as his deep serious eyes met hers she spoke as
if urged by some impulse, and repeated her faltering words in English.
“Minister, I am convert unto you!”
At first her visits had been irregular and spasmodic. She would come as far as the
hill, then turn back. Again, her courage emboldened, she would reach his garden
gate, there to linger but a moment, the antagonistic face of the minister’s
servant
73affrighting her. But in the absence of the maid, Azalea would
daringly pass beyond the gate. A few moments later the minister would meet her in
the path and lead her into his house.
The minister hearing the light glide of her little feet now outside the doors,
hastened to slide back the shoji.
She stood upon the threshold, her eyes widened, her cheeks glowing with the
tremulous excitement that always assailed her upon the occasion of these visits.
He held out his large hand in silence, and she, the color fluttering wildly now
over her face, slowly and timidly lifted her little one from the folds of her
sleeve and put it into his.
74He drew her towards his desk. Still
holding her hand, he seated himself and looked up at her, without speaking, but
smiling very tenderly. Her eyes turned from his and her lips trembled. She tried
to withdraw her hand, but he held it firmly and then suddenly enclosed it
completely with his other hand. Fright assailed the girl. She slipped to the
floor, her head dropping on a level with his knees. Then Richard Verley bent and
spoke to her in his strangely tender voice, which somehow always seemed to
penetrate and still her beating little heart.
“Azalea!” He spoke her name so softly.
“Lift your face, my little girl,”
he said.
75“I want to see it, while I tell you something.”
She obeyed him like a child, but the eyes that met his were mutely appealing.
“What do you think I am going to say to you to-day?” he asked, smiling a
trifle.
“About those honorable commandments?”
He shook his head.
“No—you already have learned them well, have you not?”
“Yes. You like hear me say them, mebbe?”
“Not to-day. I wish to speak to you about another matter.”
She looked at him apprehensively.
76
“Oh,” she said, “mebbe your august God tell you I also visit at the temple
that other day?”
He looked a trifle startled.
“What temple what do you mean?”
“You God sees all things?”
“All things,” he said solemnly.
Her eyes expressed momentary fright. She drew her hands forcibly from his and sat
backward a little way from him, her head bent.
“Then,” she said, “you already know about—about my—my lie?”
“Lie?”
He leaned forward in his chair.
“Yaes—yaes—your God told you.”
77
“Tell me what you mean.”
The face she raised was pitiful.
“Excellency, that was velly wicked lie I tell you wen I say I am convert unto
you.”
He stared at her blankly. She could not bear the expression on his face and pushed
herself nearer to him on her knees. Her hands fluttered above and then timidly
touched his.
“Excellency, I sawry—sawry—” There was a sob in her voice now, and her eyes
were misty. “Pray you be like unto the gods and forgive that lie.”
He stood up mechanically, then sat down again, turning in his seat toward the desk
and resting his clasped hands there. She,
78 from her kneeling posture,
reached up to touch his arm.
“Pray—” she began and broke off, as though she could not finish. He turned
his head and looked at her curiously. Still he did not speak.
“Listen,” she continued in her low, almost sighing, voice, which he no longer
wished to hear.
“I tell you only one lie—one liddle bit lie. Thas not velly much. Also I beseech
the gods to pardon that lie—and I beseech also your mos’ kind God pardon
me.” She broke off distressfully— “Excellency, will you not hear me?”
“I am listening,” he said heavily.
“Your voice so hard,” she said.
79
His eyes were still stern. He spoke mechanically.
“I was going to say something—something personal to you to-day. You have shocked
me. That is all. But I want to hear what you have to say. There may be
extenuating well, tell me how it came about that you pretended
conversion.”
“I wanted moaney,” she said.
She saw his hands clinch and shrank before the look upon his face. She shook her
head uncertainly.
“For money!” he repeated.
“Yaes, I needed some velly much. Gonji say you pay big moaney to convert, and so
and so I became convert.”
80
The minister closed his eyes, then cov-
ered them spasmodically with his hand.
Sitting back in his seat he remained with
his face thus half shielded while she
spoke on.
“But,” she said, “you din not give me moaney; no, not even one half
sen.” She laughed a little, almost joyously.
“Ah, I am so glad you din nod give,” she said. “I doan want that moaney.
After that first day my honorable step-mother doan be unkind no more. Also she
give me plenty to eat, an’ new dress, also Matsuda Isami ask me marry wis him
evelly day in those weeks.”
The minister uncovered his eyes and
81looked at her. The expression of
his face must have been less forbidding, for she moved confidently nearer to him.
“What do you think now?” she asked.
His voice was husky.
“You spoke of marrying some one.”
She shook her head.
“No. Some one want marry wiz me. I doan desire. But sinz he want, my honorable
mother-in-law is mos’ kind unto me, and I doan starve no more. Therefore I doan
wan no moaney—be convert now.”
“Ah, why do you keep up the pretense, then?”
“Pretense?” She could not understand
82the word, as her English
vocabulary was limited to words acquired from the minister’s predecessor, a woman
missionary.
“Why do you still pretend to be a Christian? Why do you continue to come here if
it is no longer necessary for you to obtain money?”
“Because,” said Azalea, smiling up at him, “I want do so. Also, I kinnod
stay away. My august feet bringing me back all those times.”
He sighed. Her face with its quickly changing expressions became wistful.
“Excellency, I am glad thad honorable God telling you thad about those moaneys.
Perhaps he also tell you that I want be 83convert an’ doan’ want no
moaney.”
He wavered toward her a moment, and then turned his eyes from her. He had been
beguiled too long.
“Mebbe your God doan’ desire me?—mebbe,” she said.
He did not answer. To recall him to her she touched his knee. His voice was
hoarse.
“Salvation is free to all,” he said dully.
She laughed almost joyfully.
“I make nudder confession,” she said eagerly.
“Sometimes I ’fraid of your
God. The priest tell me he is evil spirit and I getting skeered. Well, wen I
come unto your house I know that your God 84gitting hold of my heart,
for it beating so hard, I doan know wha’s matter wis me. I doan know whether I
lidder bit skeered of your honorable God, or—or—of you augustness. So that
other day wen you take my hand this away.” She tried to illustrate, but
found him unresponsive, her voice toiled forlornly.
“I so ’fraid of tha’s
influence of your God. I run so quick from your house I kinnod see, and then I
came to thad temple and prostrate myself before Kwannon and beseech her save me
from all those powers of evil spirit. Then I go home, and I know I jusd silly,
foolish girl. Thad God you tell me ’bout Is not evil spirit. No—no! You say
nod, 85an’ I jus’ foolish, skeered, because, mebbe jus’ because I am
thad happy.”
“Happy! Why were you happy?”
He could not resist the expression of her eyes and almost unconsciously allowed
her hands to slip back into his.
“Because you so kind unto me,” she said; “you touching my hand this way—so
warm—so nize! Tha’s why I coon nod speag. Tha’s stop my heart.”
“I love you!” he said, the words escaping his lips almost without his
volition. “I cannot help it. That was what I wanted to say to you
to-day.”
She clung to his hands. Her lips parted. The color was wild in her face.
86
“Oh,” she said, “you love me! Tha’s a most beautifulest thought,
Excellency. Mebbe also your God love me—jus’ me—also?”
He drew her into his arms and held her there a moment. He forgot everything else
as he kissed her willing, questioning face and little hands. Then after an
interval:
“What does it matter what does anything matter now?” he said. “I love you.
I know that you love me. Your eyes do not lie.”
When he released her, her hands fell limply on his knees.
“No one,” she said breathlessly, her eyes shining, “aever clasping me like
thad.”
87
He laughed as joyously as she could. With his arm about her, as she knelt before
him, he showed her the sheet of paper covered with his writing of her name.
“That,” he said, almost boyishly, “is how the Rev. Richard Verley wrote his
sermon to-day—‘Azalea, Azalea, Azalea, Azalea—nothing but Azalea.’”
“Tha’s me! I am Azalea!” she said. “Oh, tha’s so nize be your
convert.”
He laughed, then sighed.
“You will be that in time, I promise,” he said, “and meanwhile, well,
meanwhile, we will be married.”
She looked up at him with frightened eyes.
88
“Married! You also marry me?” she asked.
“Why, yes, of course. We will make a little trip to a town where there’s another
minister, or possibly I can have the ceremony here.”
“Oh! Pray you doan make other converts. Please doan.”
“Why?”
“Because perhaps you also marry them—yaes?”
He laughed again and kissed the tip of her little pointed chin. There was a
bewitching dimple in it, and he had always desired to kiss it.
“When you are my wife, you will, in 89time, become my helper. You,
too, will make converts.”
“You gotter git consent my honorable mother-in-law,” she interrupted.
His face fell.
“Also,” she said, “I gotter git those marriage garments, and you must buy
me lots presents.”
“No, I’ll marry you in the gown you have on.”
“This!” She touched it in dismay. “Why thad would be disgrace upon
me.”
“Very well, you shall be disgraced then. Now come—we’ll go to your step-mother
right away. There’s no time to be lost.”
She hesitated as they reached the door.
90
“Wait,” she said. He paused with the sliding door half open.
“You bedder not come also. Let me speag to her alone. Tha’s bedder. If she doan
consent, then I skeer her and say I marry wiz Matsuda. She doan wish that. She
desire him for Yuri.”
“Oh, I see.”
“Ah-bah!” (Good-bye!) she said, passing through the opening. He drew her
back.
“Is that the way to say ‘good-bye’?” he asked reproachfully.
She was puzzled.
“This is the American way,” he said boyishly, and stooping, kissed her.
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CHAPTER VI
She ran all the way home. She wanted her stepmother’s consent as quickly as
possible, so that she might hasten back to the minister.
Her breathless words astounded Madame Yamada.
“That barbarous, beautiful priest wishes to marry me,” she announced in one
breath.
Madame Yamada’s lips fell apart.
“What do you mean?” she inquired roughly.
“That’s right—right!” cried the girl,
92clasping her hands
excitedly.
“Oh, I am the happiest girl in all Japan!”
Her step-mother extended a long finger and struck it at the girl’s breast.
“What! The foreign devil wants to marry you?”
Madame Yamada was excited, agitated, above all delighted. The gods were favoring
her. Here was a solution to all their difficulties.
“Breathe not a word to anyone of this, my daughter,” she said,
“but hasten
back with the speed of wings to the house of the barbarian. Bring him here, and
we will go at once to the next town and have a 93private ceremony
there. The Nakoda Okido must not suspect.”
Azalea swung her sleeves coquettishly.
“Oh,” she said airily, “we will not make Japanese marriage,
step-mother.” She clasped her hands behind her and raised her head with
childish dignity and pride.
“I am to be an American lady. Therefore we will marry in American
fashion.”
“How is that?” asked Madame Yamada, mystified.
“Oh, you don’t understand,” said Azalea pityingly,
“but I do. He told me
once how they marry. Just pray, bend head like this, and knees like this, hold
hands tight so, mother-in-law; and then the 94priest prays on top of
the heads and the bride is given a ring—big and shining—very fine. That’s the
way they marry.”
“They do not exchange the marriage cup?” questioned her mother, horrified.
“No—there are no marriage cups. Also to marry that foreign way, I have got to be
Kirishitan.”
“Ah-h! I see. You will turn convert?”
“I am already. I wish already to be so,” said the girl simply.
An idea flashed swiftly across the mind of Madame Yamada—a brilliant idea.
“Good!” she said.
“It is well for 95known till the ceremony is
over. Then throw away your ancestral tablets. You will have no further use for
them.”
Azalea paled a trifle. She was not ignorant of the effect of such an action. One
who renounces the tablets of his ancestor she knew is in popular opinion forever
lowered. One might attend the church meetings of the Kirishitans, one might even
affiliate with the foreigners; but it is only when one has openly declared oneself
for the new religion and, in defiance of the old, destroyed the sacred symbols,
the ancestral tablets, that one becomes an outcast. Yet it was necessary, surely.
It was not possible without hypocrisy to acknowledge the
96new God, and
still in secret cherish the tablets of the old.
Well, what were the tablets to her now?
Her husband’s love, the new God’s strength, would stand between her and shield her
from her enemies. Azalea smiled bravely at her step-mother.
“Yes,” she said, “if my honorable husband requires it, I will throw away
the tablets.”
They were married in the little mission church on the hill. An old and venerable
missionary officiated.
The church was quite crowded, for Madame Yamada had spread the news about the
town, in anticipation of its effect upon
97the community. She herself
wept unceasingly throughout the ceremony, never once uncovering her shamed face
buried in the sleeve of her
kimona. Truly, thought her neighbors, the good Madame
Yamada was distressed by this action of her step-daughter.
When, after it was all over, Azalea’s friends turned their heads from her or
looked askance at her, the girl simply lifted her eyes to her husband. The look of
wistful apprehension that a moment before had clouded them vanished. Her face
became radiant. She clung to his sleeve like a child, proudly, gaily. But when,
after proceeding a few steps in the direction of her new
98home, she
realized that they were being followed, a feeling of recklessness and defiance
assailed her. She stopped suddenly and dipped her hand down into the long sleeve
of her marriage gown. She hardly looked at what she had drawn out, but raising her
hand suddenly she threw the tablets in the direction of the little river in the
valley below. The noise of their fall upon the rocks frightened her. She covered
her ears with her hands and stood trembling in the sunny light. Then she became
conscious of the fact that those who had followed her had suddenly, and it seemed,
silently, disappeared. She stood alone with the man, her husband. For a
99moment he seemed a stranger. That momentary blind impulse, she knew, cut her off
forever from her kind. Publicly she had insulted her ancestors. She had chosen
between them and this tall white stranger whom she scarcely dared to look at now.
The silent departure of those who had followed her told more eloquently than any
outcry could have done the resentment of her people.
Azalea looked about her dazedly. Suppose, after all, her friends spoke truly?
Suppose this new God was in reality an evil spirit? Had she not felt its subtle
influence upon her? When in memory could she recall the time that her whole
100being had thrilled and glowed with emotions and feelings so strange
and new to her? Was it not the influence of this spirit which had forced her to
throw away the tablets—had forced her to marry one of its priests?
Her husband stood looking at her tenderly, yearningly. He was thinking of her
future, and of the trusting soul that had come to his keeping.
“Well, they are all gone now,” he said, “and what was that you threw
away?”
She shook her head piteously. He waited for her answer, and marvelled that she,
who had gone through the marriage ceremony in such a brave and happy spirit,
101was now so white and trembling. Surely, she had not begun to fear him?
Poor little frightened bride!
“I din nod mean to throw it away,” she said brokenly. “I coon nod help
me.”
“Oh, you are trembling about what you threw away? Well, let me go after it. Such
a little mite of a hand cannot fling very far.”
“No, no,” she said, catching at his sleeve, “do not touch it. The gods may
punish you also.”
He enclosed her hands in his, and looked at her very seriously.
“You must not talk of ‘the gods,’ my 102wife. It sounds pagan, and I
am going to cure you of the habit.”
“Yes, yes,” she said, and now she was almost sobbing; “pray you do so,
ple-ase. I am most ignorant girl in all the whole worl’. I like know about
those gods. Pray tell me truth, will you not?”
He could not understand the meaning of her beseeching voice. How could he suppose
that she still dreaded the thought that he was a priest of a possible evil spirit?
She wanted to be reassured. He only saw that she was very white and trembling, now
that the ceremony was over, and he dimly realized that in marrying him she had
sacrificed much.
103
“When you look and speak like that,” he said, “I feel as if I had done some
brutal act. Come, be my happy, joyful sweetheart again. Why, marriage is not a
tragedy; not when there is love. Now, let us look about us just a moment, and
then we will go home—to our own home together. Just see how sunny and beautiful
everything is hare. Was ever a sky more lovely? And the fields! What color can
we call them?”
His arm was about her and she had recovered somewhat of her confidence.
“It is a purple world,” she said, “all purple and green to-day,
Excellency.”
“Why, yes, it does seem so,” he said.
104“The skies are more
purple than blue, and their very reflection seems to rest upon the fields
to-day. Just look down there in the valley.”
“It is the purple iris and wistaria,” she said. “I so love them, Do they
grow like that in America?”
“No, unfortunately.”
“And are not the skies purple there?” she asked.
“No-o. That is, not often.”
“Oh,” she said, with a sudden, unexpected vehemence, “I never want to go to
that America. I love these fields so purple and so green and those skies!
Excellency, you will not take me away, will you?”
105
He was touched to the heart of him.
“No, no,” he said. “I will not. I will not.”
106
CHAPTER VII
Azalea had been married during a brief absence of Matsuda Isami in Tokyo. He had gone
there especially at Madame Yamada’s suggestion, to purchase city gifts with which to
help him in his suit. The townspeople had never been on sufficiently familiar terms
with Matsuda to talk with him even upon his return from an absence. Hence he learned
nothing of the marriage until Madame Yamada herself broke the news to him. She
appeared to be suffering from intense mortification and anguish of mind because of
what she termed the unnatural defiance of her step-daughter, who
107had married
a barbarian beast against all the wishes of her people. As if this shame were not
sufficient, she had turned Kirishitan and destroyed the tablets of her ancestors.
Madame Yamada
declared vehemently that though she, from motives of pity, must
sometimes see the abandoned girl, yet she never would allow her pure and virtuous
daughters to be contaminated with her society.
The woman had not foreseen the real effects of such news upon Matsuda. For a moment
he stood as if turned to stone. Then his long white teeth gleamed out between his
thick, coarse lips like the tusks of a savage animal. In his eyes there was
108unchained rage. Suddenly he laughed hideously. That laughter alone would have
unstrung the nerves of one less cowardly than Madame Yamada. She prostrated herself
to the very ground and touched his feet with her head.
“Most Exalted,” she said, “the humble one craves your august pardon and
abjectly beseeches you to perceive her distress. That this wretched girl has
abandoned you for a vile and horrible barbarian is not the fault of the
humblest one, who sought with all her power to bring about her union with
you.”
There was an odd quality in the responding voice of Matsuda.
109
“Who spoke of fault?” said he. “Has my mouth uttered blame upon you, Madame
Yamada?”
Her courage returned and she arose.
“I should have known,” she said, “that Your Excellency is too noble to have
blamed the unfortunate. And now that you have deigned to pardon me, will you
not permit my daughters to wait upon you?”
The gray face of Matsuda had resumed its impassive expression, but his eyes were
almost closed. He refused Madame Yamada’s invitation with a gesture and without
words. When she did not attempt to press him, he moved toward the door.
110
“What was the effect of this marriage upon the community?” he asked, turning to
the woman.
“They were righteously insulted, and pity me.”
“Was there any demonstration when she threw away the tablets?”
“Yes. Her friends and neighbors turned from her as if she were evil, as she has
truly become.”
“She is, then, forsaken?”
“Punished, Excellency. She believes herself happy at present, but who envies the
lot of an outcast? She is entirely friendless.”
111
Matsuda’s eyes turned inward, as for a space he meditated.
“Not friendless entirely,” he said, finally, tapping his own chest
significantly. “She still has Matsuda Isami for friend.”
“You!” repeated Madame Yamada faintly.
“I.”
“But,” she gasped, “she has deceived you more than anyone else. Exalted
Matsuda, she has forced you to break the oath you made to possess her. She is
married forever to the foreign devil.”
“It is news,” said Matsuda coldly,
“that the foreign devils marry Japanese
girls forever.” He went a step nearer to the
112woman and brought
his eyes on a level with hers.
“She is not married to him, Madame Yamada. He
will leave her soon—remember my words. After that there is time then for the
fulfilment of my oath.”
Madame Yamada, left alone, grew repulsive in aspect. Her powdered face was white and
long drawn. She had thrust her hands mechanically through her hair and it stood up
from her head in stiff disorder. In the hope of securing Matsuda for her own daughter
she had herself assisted in putting the girl she hated beyond her reach. Now she
realized how utterly vain was this last hope. Her very action but brought upon her
head the implacable enmity of
113the man himself, who she knew was not deceived
in her. The gods alone knew to what extent he would carry his malicious vengeance
upon her.
114
Meanwhile Matsuda sent the articles he had purchased in Tokyo as marriage gifts to
the most respected and honorable foreigner, Mr. Verley. The latter was actually
pleased and touched. He laughed at Azalea’s first impulse of fear when the
presents had arrived and reminded her that these were the only wedding gifts they
had received. She, after her temporary fear, fell to admiring the beauty of the
gifts. By the time Matsuda came to pay his personal respects to the couple, only
the remotest suspicion of design on his part remained in her mind. No one could
have been more
115respectful and humble in attitude than the rich Matsuda
to the foreign minister, no one more solicitous for their comfort and happiness.
The little mission house and its pastor found a sudden, unexpected patron, for
Sunday after Sunday the chief man of Sanyu attended the services. Matsuda became a
“pillar of the church.” First he won the confidence of the minister, and
later made the acquaintance of other and more powerful foreigners in the larger
cities of Japan.
The recall of the missionary came like a shock in the midst of their happiness.
Azalea, by this time, had learned and seemingly understood the religion of her
116husband. She had accepted it even before she understood it with a meek
faith almost sublime. Yet, in spite of her seeming conversion, and her almost
idolatrous love for her husband, there had curiously enough remained always with
Azalea that small stubborn feeling of terror of the far-away
“land of the
barbarians” which constituted the home of her husband. All the joyful
searching with her husband as teacher in the books of his people had failed to
cure her of this innate sense of fear of the foreigner, a fear inculcated since
childhood, when she had listened to the weird and horrible tales of an old
grandfather who had once lived in one of the open ports and
117whose
imagination was livelier than his memory. These vivid tales of horror, added to an
occasional visit to the town of foreign sailor men, whose shore conduct was not
that of superior beings, and the further assurance of the temple priests that
these barbarians were evil all these impressions were deeply enough implanted in
the nature of Azalea, who had never wholly outgrown her child-nature. Just as a
Caucasian child might shrink in fear at the thought of suddenly being taken from
his safe little cot and transplanted among the savage tribes of Africa, so the
little Japanese girl dreaded the thought of life in the questionable and unknown
land of America.
118And now, when she had come to the years of womanhood,
a thrill of that early fear still remained with her. Hence when her husband told
her of his recall Azalea was quite stupefied.
“You are going to leave me!” she gasped, her eyes wide with terror.
“Leave you!” he repeated. “Why, what put such an idea as that into your
head? You are going with me.”
She shook her head.
“No, no! I kinnod go,” she said.
“Cannot! What a word to use to me. Certainly you will go.”
She caught at his hands and held them spasmodically.
119
“You promise me on that day you marry wiz me that you never goin’ take me away
across those oceans. Yes, you promise.”
“But Azalea, I am recalled. I must go. Now, be reasonable. These people who sent
for me are my employers.”
She slipped to the floor and sat with her hands clasped about her huddled knees.
“Velly well,” she said after a moment. “You go. I will wait here for
you.”
He sat down on the mat beside her and put his arm about her.
“No, no, we must go together.”
With her head against his shoulder she cried hysterically.
120
“I do not want to go—no, I do not want!” she kept repeating.
Thinking her eccentric stubbornness due to her condition, he said in the tenderest
voice:
“I could not leave you alone now. Why, what would a little girl like you do all
alone with a wee baby and no husband to care for both of you.”
She struck her hands passionately together.
“Tha’s why!” she said. “Jus’ why I doan want go. I am ’fraid for that
liddle bit bebby.”
Argument and persuasion seemed useless at this time, for Azalea could neither
under-
121stand the one, nor would she yield to the other. Even when Richard
Verley returned from Tokyo, where he had found money cabled for two passages by
his missionary society, Azalea would not consider the journey. A less
conscientious man than the, young minister would have used the price of the second
passage in providing for the comfort of his wife, during his absence, but Verley
repelled the idea, even though he knew that once in America he could easily find
funds. So in obedience to his Massachusetts conscience, Azalea’s share of the
cabled funds was sent back.
Then it was that Azalea would hysteric-
122ally consent to journey with her
husband, only to refuse in the end.
Verley’s recall was imperative. Yet at times he thought of refusing to return. His
many gifts and benevolences among the people had eaten away the last instalment of
his small salary. He could not leave his wife supplied with funds sufficient for
the entire period of her illness; yet once in America he would be able to send
small sums regularly. The society had mentioned something vaguely of a desire to
have him lecture in the United States and after that it was intimated that he
might be sent to China. In any event he would return for Azalea after the birth of
her child.
123
All these confused thoughts and reasonings played through the mind and conscience
of Verley. Yet so finely balanced were the moral and emotional traits of this
young man that for a time he could come to no decision. He prayed, and then the
precepts of his religion conquered. Since Azalea would not accompany him, he must
go alone. Parting was inevitable, but absence was not for long.
Once again he sought Azalea. Failing to move her by the most passionate entreaty,
Verley tried to make her see his reasons for his decision, which he now felt more
than ever must be final.
124
Azalea looked up at him with an apathetic, yet tender, expression:
“Yaes, yaes,” she said wearily, “I understand. I kinnod go. Your God—yaes, my
God also—he calling you—not me. You go! I stay!”
Verley now mutely enough accepted the cruelty of circumstances and sought to cheer
the drooping spirits of his wife. She at this time was beset by feelings of the
most intense depression, induced as much by her frail condition of health as her
childish terror of the seas which lay between and separated her husband’s America
from her Japan.
During the last weeks of his stay in
125Japan, Richard Verley spent his time
in attempts to earn sufficient money so that, at least, Azalea, until he could
communicate with her from America, should not want for anything. He wrote articles
for a Tokyo weekly paper. Even the native journalists of Japan dream not of making
a living at this profession, unless they own an interest in the paper to which
they contribute. The amount the young American missionary received for his
contributions could be said to add nothing to the meagre sum he had been enabled
to lay by from his salary. This, he calculated, would keep Azalea in comparative
comfort for possibly two months. He sighed as he
126thought of her childish
ignorance of the value of money, and he hardly dared to think of the possibility
of the premature birth of his child.
But upon the eve of his going fortune quite suddenly reversed its frowning face.
His financial worries found an unexpected alleviation. Matsuda Isami, the friend
of his church and a professed convert, had come to him and offered a certain sum
of money. Of course the American had protested at accepting any money for personal
use from the Japanese, but Matsuda in-
sisted that he knew of the minister’s embarrassment, and being himself possessed
of much, wished to share at least a small part
127of it with his friend. He
felt sure Mr. Verley would sail from Japan in an easier frame of mind if he could
be assured that his wife was well protected from want. The amount offered by
Matsuda was insignificant, but seventy-five yen goes far toward living in Japan.
She would be independent for six months to come, at least. And while the minister
hesitated over the temptation, the wily Matsuda suggested that if the minister
felt any backwardness about accepting it as a gift, to at least accept it as a
loan, giving Matsuda a lien upon the contents of his house. This need only be
perfunctory, a formal salve to his pride, for Matsuda was confident the
128minister would pay the loan in no time. It is needless to say that the man
of trade triumphed over the man of dreams. Richard Verley mortgaged the furniture
of his house, without explaining this part to his wife, who was already
disheartened at his protracted departure. He was enabled to put into her hand, the
day before he sailed, a sum of money larger than she had ever seen before.
The parting was heart-wrenching. It took place in the little house, for he did not
wish to have her go to the big city to see the actual sailing of the boat, and she
at the last moment had decided against going even to the railroad station of the
129town with him. She wished, she said, to see him leave the house, just as
if he were going on a visit in the neighborhood, to the church, to an afflicted
beggar, or one dying and deserted. He told her she was the bravest woman in the
world because she would not let him see her face save with a smile upon the lips.
Her eyes kept back their tears. Only at the last moment she clung about his neck
and, from kissing his face, fell to kissing his breast, his arms and hands, and
then slipped to the floor, there to kiss, in a fashion that shocked him, his very
feet.
When he was gone she closed every
shoji of the house and shut herself up alone.
130That night she slept underneath his desk in the little study where he had
worked, his large black bible the pillow for her head.
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CHAPTER IX
When the fields had turned from purple to gold and yellow, and Summer was hot in
the land, Azalea for the first time in two months crept from her chamber and sat
at the door of the cottage, her baby on her back. She had been very ill and now
she was as thin and fragile as a spirit. Weak as she was Azalea had come to the
door during the absence of Natsu, to watch for the mail carrier. During her long
illness, and almost from the first day, she had been wont to turn her face always
toward the Street
shoji, there to watch and wait with undying patience for the
coming of that
132carrier who should bring her word from her husband. But
every day, from the rising of the sun to its setting, she waited in hungry
vainness. She hindered the progress of her health and became feverish, and then
delirious. Even in her delirium she would seize the hands of the hard-faced Natsu
and pitifully beseech her to bring her a letter from her husband. Now July had
come. Spring had gone and the Spring baby had come. Still no word from the father
to bless and cheer them in their solitude. Azalea had been too ill in those days
to wonder why the woman Matsu attended her with such faithfulness. But as she grew
stronger she used to watch
133mutely the sullen-faced servant, moving about
her chamber, keeping it cleanly and even sweet with the flowers she brought from
the woods. Azalea would have wished to be on friendly terms with her, but when she
attempted speech with her Natsu remained grimly silent, seldom even answering the
timid questions of her mistress. On this day when Azalea, by clinging with her
hands to the dividing walls of
shoji, had made her weak way to the door step,
Natsu was absent from the house. She had gone, to the house of Matsuda Isami.
The sun was warm and very good to feel. The baby, in its little bag on her back,
was no heavier a weight than the
134discarded
obi. Azalea, though weak, felt
happier and more restful than she had in days. How good it was to be out in the
open air once more, to look up at the wide blue sky, the abode of the great white
God; to feel the touch of the soft breezes and to hear the little babbling noise
of the moving trees, the wee creatures in the grass and the singing of the birds
in the camphor trees.
With chin resting upon her hands she sat there, absently dreaming. Her position
brought the sleeping baby’s head close against her neck. The warmth of its contact
comforted and thrilled her, just as the touch of the child’s father had done. Ah,
it was true she had waited long for word
135from him, but he would not fail
them! That small, soft head pressed at her neck seemed to reassure her of this.
She would grow strong again, strong and happy as she had been. To Matsuda she gave
no thought. The one God was good and he would not permit this evil one to intrude
again upon her.
Some one spoke her name, and she lifted her head. Before her, in the path, stood
the bowing Okido. Mechanically, and without speaking, she returned his salutation.
She was too weak and listless to feel interest in his unexpected call upon her,
and did not question him.
Madame Azalea was recovered?
136
She nodded listlessly.
“Good!”
He shuffled his feet, waiting for an invitation to enter the house. The
indifferent silence of the girl was not encouraging, and the Summer sun was very
hot and uncomfortable upon his back. However, he was not to be conquered by a
woman’s unnatural silence and the heat of the Lord of Day.
“I perceive, Madame Azalea,” he continued, “that the gods have been good to
you. You have a child.”
She smiled faintly.
“Yes,” she said, and for the first time he perceived the faintness and
weariness
137of her voice. He inquired with some anxiety:
“You are still ill?”
She shook her head.
“Quite well,” she said, “but when one has lain long upon the honorable
back, then one’s speech sometimes becomes exhausted.”
“Ah!”
This response, he took it, might be an intimation that she was not strong enough
for conversation. On the other hand, it was longer than her previous monosyllabic
answers, and therefore more encouraging. Well, he would speak to her of the child.
This subject must surely interest her.
138
“Permit me to inquire,” he continued, with bland interest, “the sex of your
honorable offspring?”
“Male,” she answered simply.
“Ah! you are indeed fortunate.” He went a step nearer to her, looking
solicitously at the child’s head. The projecting gable above mother and child was
a sufficient shade for the upturned face of the sleeping child; but the mother
must be moved from her apathetic listlessness in some way. So the Nakoda exclaimed
in alarm:
“Do you not fear the sun upon your child’s young eyes will blind them?”
His words had the desired effect. She
139started and put back her hands
behind her head. Then, somewhat unsteadily, she arose.
“You will pardon us, if you please,” she said. “We must go into the
interior.”
Okido had hoped to be invited to enter, but her answer did not disconcert him. He
went up the little steps, and stretched out his hand as if to assist her. Madame
was too weak to walk alone; would she not permit his most respectful assistance?
She clung for support to the front of the sliding door.
“Yes,” she said, “I am still augustly weak. So pray you, good-bye, kind
visitor.”
140
He bowed deeply to her, and then:
“Madame Azalea, permit me first to leave in your house a little gift for your
man child.”
She let him put into her hands a child’s tiny toy.
“You are very good,” she said.
“It is not I who am so well disposed toward your child,” he said, “but one
whose interest in it is such that he would give all his possessions to it if
you would, permit it.”
She raised her face, white and startled in expression now. Her hands crept out
from the sleeves.
141
“Ah,” she said, “of whom do you speak, good Okido?”
He did not answer her query, and her breath came excitedly.
“You speak of my husband? You have heard from him?”
“Not your husband, Madame Azalea,” he said, “but one who would become
so.”
She passed her hand bewilderedly over her brow.
“I do not understand,” she said.
Her strength had been already too much taxed. She turned from the
Nakoda and
opened the
shoji behind her. Then noiselessly she slipped into her chamber,
feeling her way through the room with her hands
142outstretched like one gone
blind. When she found the couch she tottered, rather than lay, face down upon it
in that instinctive fashion of the Japanese woman to protect the child upon her
back. Soon she slept the sleep of the exhausted.
Some one sent fresh flowers in the early mornings to the house of Azalea. They
were sweet always with the sparkling dews upon them and they filled -the house
with fragrance. Azalea delighted in them. They were symbolic of the truth that
there was sweetness in life in spite of its melancholy. And so, in those days, she
would sit before the flowers, her little head bent above her sewing, and would
attempt to fashion the
143garments of her baby in imitation of the flowers
themselves.
The baby grew in strength and beauty, a solemn-faced, large-eyed morsel of
humanity, with skin like a peach bloom in color, soft and fat and delightful to
the touch of the caressing mother.
If it had not been for that ceaseless, tireless waiting and watching for the
promised letters from the father of the child, and of his own personal absence
from the house, Azalea might have found complete happiness in her child. But
always by day she sat with her face turned toward the West, and at night she
trimmed and burned the light and set it at the West
shoji, that any
144time
he might come would find her waiting.
Often the man Okido would loiter by her house and stop a moment to chat with her
and to praise the child. Sometimes he brought a little gift, and once he inquired
very solicitously whether Madame Azalea was in need of money. She had answered
with careless pride:
“No, I have sufficient until his return.”
But the
Nakoda’s question nevertheless worried her after his departure. She went
indoors and took down the little lacquer box in which she had kept the money left
her by her husband. It had been so full in the beginning that she had laughed over
its weight. Now the box was light as
145though empty. There were only a few
bits left. She shivered as she closed the lid over them.
“Yet,” she said, with trembling lip, “it is not all gone. He will come when
but one bit remains.”
She burned more oil that night in the waiting room for him. Through the night the
bright red light twinkled against his coming. But he came not.
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CHAPTER X
She was sewing by a half-opened
shoji. The garment upon which Azalea was working
was very tiny. It seemed almost ridiculous to conceive of the amount of labor she
was expending upon an article so trivial. Nevertheless, she worked unceasingly
upon it. The little garment was gorgeous with the embroidery wrought by her nimble
fingers, embroidery so fine and exquisite that even a connoisseur in Tokyo would
have been delighted to see it. From early morning till the darkening night, Azalea
worked upon this one garment. Upon it she had expended all her passion,
147her love. This labor was a balm, a salve, a comfort for her ever-aching
loneliness of spirit, for it was the garment in which the child was to be dressed
when his father should return.
Azalea, alone in the little cottage, ostracised by her former friends and without
the presence of her husband, found a nameless comfort in working upon the garments
of her baby. She said:
“My baby came in Springtime. If it had been a girl, she should be called
Sakura-san, after the cherry blossoms that he so loved. But his great God was
kinder. He blessed us with a man-child, and it shall bear the name of Sachi.
Now I shall 148fashion a little garment which shall hold all the tints
of the Spring, and, like my baby, will be a thing of joy.”
As she sat on this day, with her head bent above her sewing, she became conscious
of the fact that some one had entered her garden and was looking in at her. But
when she peered out through her
shoji she could see no one. Feeling uneasy, she
folded her work and, leaving it, stepped out into the garden. Then she saw at once
Matsuda Isami. He had evidently been talking to the maid Natsu, for the latter had
disappeared into her kitchen. Azalea went forward to meet the visitor. He was very
cheerful, though at first constrained
149by her sudden appearance. He
inquired solicitously after her honorable health and insisted that she was pale
and heavy-eyed from too much sewing. She smiled faintly as she shook her head and
assured him that she was most honorably well.
“And your august husband? His health also is good?”
“My husband—” her voice faltered, but she finished with pride: “Yes, his health
is good.”
“Ah! Then you have heard from him?”
She flushed. Did Matsuda guess the truth, that since the going of her husband,
nearly two months before, no letter from him had reached her hands? She did not
150answer the question and he repeated it.
“You have a letter from your honorable husband?”
She bowed her head without speaking. It was the simplest way of lying. He had
taught her it was an evil thing to prevaricate with the lips.
Matsuda appeared somewhat taken aback.
“And when do you expect his return?”
She looked away from her interlocutor. Her eyes were wide and wistful.
“I look for him to come at any time—any day—any hour,” she said.
“Always by
day I look to the West for his coming, and all night long I burn the light;
with its 151flame to the West. He is always expected.”
“You are a most estimable wife,” said Matsuda sneeringly. “Yet has it never
occurred to you that your faithfulness is old-fashioned and fit only for a
Japanese woman? You, the wife of a foreigner, should not entertain such
feeling.”
“Is not faithfulness esteemed by all nations?” she asked quickly.
“No. The Westerners make light of its qualities. Have you not heard how many of
these foreigners who marry in Japan leave their wives never to return?”
“My husband is different,” she said.
152
“So they all say—while they wait,” said Matsuda.
Half unconsciously her hand went to her heart. She looked as if she were in some
sudden pain as she spoke.
“You do not understand. He was a priest of the great God. He could not lie. Ah!
he was different from all other men.”
“The eyes of a foolish wife are blind,” said Matsuda. “What a pity that
yours could not sooner perceive the baseness of the barbarian.”
“Baseness,” she repeated. “I do not understand.”
“You think your husband will return to you?”
153
“I am sure of it.”
“And against his coming you embroider rich garments for his child.”
The blood rose slowly to her temples. Her fingers twitched and then she closed
them tightly.
“Yes,” she said; “it is true.”
Matsuda laughed harshly.
“Yet,” said he, “it is not your husband who pays for these garments of your
child.”
She stared at him incredulously.
“You are insane to speak so,” she finally said. “My husband gave me money
with which to purchase the articles upon which I work.”
154
He bent his lean, evil face to hers.
“That money he accepted from me,” he said.
She shrunk back a step.
“From you! I do not believe you.”
He fumbled in the bosom of his gown.
“Behold this,” he said, shaking before her eyes a piece of paper. “This is
his receipt.”
She pushed the paper from her.
“I will not look at it,” she said.
“You are afraid.”
“No!”
She seized the paper and read, her eyes dilating with horror as she did so. It was
a receipt for a loan of 75 yen. Her hand
155fell limply to her side. The
paper fluttered to the ground.
What! Was the money of this Matsuda paying for the sacred garments of her child!
Ah, how terribly blind must have been her husband to accept help from such a
source. Her pride scorched her. She suddenly turned and walked swiftly into the
house. In a moment, however, she returned, a lacquer box and the tiny garment upon
which she had worked in her arms. She set the box at Matsuda’s feet.
“There,” she said,
“is what is left of your evil money. Some of it I have
already spent upon this garment. I would not let it touch my child.” She
tore it
156across and threw the pieces upon the box.
“Go now!” She pointed to the gate. “You contaminate his august home. I have
always hated you, Matsuda Isami, now more than ever. My father spoke true
words. You are a dog!”
Laughing softly, he stooped and lifted the box, then slowly counted its contents.
“Seventy-five yen,” he said, “was the amount of the loan. There are but
twenty-five here.”
“My husband’s letter will come in the next foreign mail,” she replied
proudly. “You will wait until then.”
He changed his tone.
“Madame Azalea, it is well known that 157you are deserted by the
barbarian. No one pities you, because it is alleged you insulted your ancestors
for the sake of this beast. Now you have become an outcast. Even the beggars
will not ask you for charity. Yet I—I, Matsuda Isami, whom you have named
‘dog,’ have compassion upon you.”
He paused to note the effect of his words. She was staring coldly and stonily
before her. Her thoughts were bitter. Matsuda went a step nearer to her.
“You do not believe in my pity for you?” he asked.
She raised her head proudly.
“I do not need it,” she said.
“Hah! Your words are proud. You 158will learn soon to frame your lips to
meeker words.”
She turned as if to re-enter the house, but he sprang lithely before her and stood
in her path, his hideous face thrust before the range of her vision.
“Listen once again. You have come to beggary, Madame Azalea, for in my sleeve
this minute rests the last of your yen. What will you do now?”
“Yes, Matsuda Isami,” she said, “you hold the last of the money, but there
are things I can sell, and the house is yet mine. Let me pass.”
He laughed in her face so that his breath struck her.
159
“Every article within the house belongs to me—me!” he said, touching his
breast with his fingers. She stared at him with horrified eyes. Inside the house
the wail of her baby, awakened from its sleep, floated out to them, and the sound
silenced both for a moment. Then she pushed by him, and still he barred her
passage.
“Where would you go?” he taunted. She slipped desperately under his arm and
snapped the shoji between them. He could have pushed it aside without the smallest
difficulty, but he stood on the steps like one already having possession, and
laughed softly to himself.
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CHAPTER XI
He heard her soothing the child within and the sound of its subdued cries.
Finally, comforted, it must have slept, for there was no further sound within.
Matsuda pushed open the shoji door. The house and furniture were his. He would
enter when he pleased.
She was standing behind the shoji, as though awaiting his coming. Her baby was
strapped to her back and she held something clasped close to her heart. It was a
large black book. Matsuda recognized it. She spoke in unfaltering accents.
“Pray you walk in, Matsuda Isami. The 161furniture is waiting to be
taken. Truly an empty house will be of more comfort than one dressed in what
belongs to you.”
“An empty house?” he repeated. “But I do not propose to empty my house. The
house, too, is mine, since I bought it within the month.”
“Ah,” she said, “I suspected as much. Very well, take also the house, most
honorable Matsuda Isami. We will leave it at once.”
He followed her down the path for a space. When he seized her sleeve, she shook it
from his grasp.
“Do not make claim upon us, also, Matsuda Isami,” she scornfully mocked.
162“It is not possible you purchased us, too?”
“No, but I shall do so, Madame Azalea.”
“Oh, no, that is not possible.”
Her proud and stubborn demeanor caused him to change his tone.
“Listen,” he said. “By the law you are no longer the wife of the barbarian.
He has deserted you and hence you are divorced. Become wife with me. My house
awaits your coming, and I have sworn to possess you.”
“I would rather wed with Death,” was her answer.
He turned in savage exasperation and ran toward the house. She, standing still
now, watched him enter. A moment later
163she heard his hoarse laughter and
the crashing of articles within. Sick despair crept through her being, freezing
her faculties. She could not move, but stood like one fascinated, watching the
trembling of the house itself. It shivered, swayed and shook from side to side, as
though a very tempest were sweeping it within. Then suddenly there was an
upheaval, a splintering crash, and the little house upon the hill was a mass of
broken debris. Matsuda, his passion unsatisfied with the destruction of the
furniture, had seized the main pole of the house—the support of the frail
structure—and had shaken it with such violence that the house itself had
collapsed. A
164providence which seems by some irony of fate to watch over
the fortunes of the evil, had saved the man himself from so much as a scratch. He
was snorting and puffing like a bull as he sped down the hill past the trembling,
shrinking Azalea.
A sound escaped her lips. It could not be called a cry. She made a little rush
toward the fallen house, then stopped and covered her eyes with her sleeves. She
was homeless, without means, and upon her back her warm, sleeping babe hung heavy
and helpless.
Dazedly, almost blindly, Azalea made her way down the hill slope, across the
little bridge that spanned the narrow river
165in the valley below, up
another hill, and on through the fields. She had come to the house of her
stepmother. At least she had never been denied a roof there.
Her knock was timid and faint. As though expecting her, Madame Yamada hastened to
the door. Azalea spoke in the weariest, the faintest of accents.
“Excellent mother-in-law, my house has fallen and I am without money and very
tired. I wish to come into my father’s house a little while.”
Madame Yamada laughed shrilly.
“The doors of your father’s house,” she said, “are closed to the one who
has dishonored them.”
166
Azalea stood in silence. Even in her misery, her pride withheld her from pleading.
She bowed her head in apathetic politeness.
“Say no more, then,” she said. “We will go elsewhere.”
That night she slept under the open skies. The shadows of the night were her only
covering, and the soft, mossy grass her mattress. She slept well, as the exhausted
often do, and felt nor knew the discomfort of her unusual bed, for she was close
to the ruin of her home that had been, and near, too, to the little mission house.
Her last thought ere she slept was a vague and almost childish remembrance
167of an argument she had once had with her husband. She had protested
against the locking of the mission house, declaring that locks were unknown and
unneeded in Japan. He had insisted that thieves might enter the place and despoil
the little church of its few possessions. Now Azalea thought with a strange
feeling of bitter triumph that she had proved herself right. Oh, if the little
church were but open, what a haven of refuge it would prove now for her and for
their child. Who had better right to its protection than the wife and offspring of
the priest of the church?
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CHAPTER XII
The Summer slipped by on sleepy wings. Autumn’s mellow, balmy touch was upon the
land. By day all Nature was beautiful, but at night the starry skies were cold and
chilling. The earth, too, lost its warmth and shivered as if in anticipation of
the coming winter.
On a certain night in the month of October, a woman, with a baby on her back, made
her weary way through the village of Sanyo. One could see even in the dim light
that she was haggard and hollow-eyed. Her small hands, which ever and anon crept
nervously toward the little head
169against her neck, were tragically thin.
For almost two months Azalea, the wife of the white priest, had been a common
mendicant. She had wandered about from place to place, seeking at first employment
and later reduced to the begging of alms. The small inland towns of Japan have few
industries offering employment to women. Azalea was further hampered by the white
child she bore upon her back and the ignominy of her religion, for in some way her
history had followed her from town to town. Neither her beauty nor her youth were
of avail to her now to earn the pity of those who feared the gods too much to
refuse alms to a beggar. The wife of the
170foreign devil was an outcast of
the gods, a pariah, a thing accursed. What respectable Japanese would lend aid to
one who had wilfully destroyed the tablets of her ancestors? And so in this land
where beggars oft-times grow fat on charity the pariah starved. Sometimes a
peasant or farmer, knowing nothing of her history, would give her shelter and food
at night, but when the morning light revealed the blue-eyed babe upon her back,
they turned her superstitiously away. She hardly knew whither her feet carried
her, so many, many had been the days since her wanderings began. Only Nature was
compassionate in that the sum-
171mer months kept her at least from the chill
of exposure. But even Nature has limits to her patience, and Autumn had come.
During the first few weeks of her wanderings, the baby had appeared strong and
well. The out-door life in the country but strengthened its little frame. The
starving of the mother was a gradual process, something which at first did not
affect the baby. But as the days and weeks went by and the mother grew weaker, the
contagion of her weariness affected the babe. He became peevish and ailing. The
round, cunning, gurgling baby, to whom the mother had passionately clung as though
for strength, grew thin and cried constantly.
172Its little face fell into
the odd lines of one aged, thin, pinched and anxious; for what nourishment is
there in the breast of a starving woman?
After a night of vain effort to keep the baby warm in her arms in the open
country, Azalea turned frantically back toward her native village.
She had a vague notion of going once more to the home of her step-mother, this
time to beg with her head at the august woman’s feet for shelter and charity. When
the latter had turned her from the door, stubborn pride had buoyed the girl up and
given her that almost feverish strength which had sustained her this long. Now
173the last strain of pride in her breast was dead. Hope had long lingered,
hope and faith in the dimly remembered words of the white God, that he would
protect her always—yet now even hope was gone.
And thus it was, then, half clad and almost starving, that Azalea returned to
Sanyo. It was night and the streets of the town were almost deserted. But the
little houses, like fairy lanterns, glowed in the darkness with light and warmth,
and as she passed along she could hear the babble and soft, happy murmur of the
contented and housed families. Her hunger gripped at her throat, parching it. The
baby was mercifully silent, but its weight
174was so heavy that she walked
unsteadily and stooped beneath it.
Who would have recognized in this shadow of a woman the exquisitely lovely and
dainty girl who, despite her shabby clothes, had bravely held her head so high in
the town? Would the white priest himself have recognized her? She had ceased to
think of him in these days. She had told herself that he had been but a beautiful
spirit whom the gods had sent to bless her for a little time only. Now he was
gone. Azalea had forgotten the language he had taught her; had forgotten the God
he had told her would comfort. Her own wanderings and the cries of her baby had
occu-
175pied her mind to the exclusion of all else. Only sometimes when she
slept she dreamed of his great, tender brown eyes watching over and guarding her,
and in her sleep she sighed his name.
Now before the door of her step-mother’s home she stood once more. Madame Yamada
came and looked at her. With her came to the doorstep her two daughters. Azalea
bent so low and humbly that with the weight upon her back she nigh fell to the
ground. Her voice was almost too faint to hear.
“One night of shelter, good, dear, kindest of mothers—and a little food!”
176
Madame Yamada’s voice was as hard as her face.
“So you have returned!” she said. “You are without shame, it seems. This is
the house of respectable people. The Kirishitan cannot enter.”
“Kirishitan—Kirishitan!” Azalea repeated the word vaguely, dazedly. “I am
not Kirishitan,” she said. “The gods——”
Madame Yamada’s shrill laugh interrupted her.
“What! And you carry the evil book in the front of your obi!”
“That!” Azalea dragged the book from her
obi. She held it up with both hands,
177;then with a sudden, wild vehemence dashed it to the ground and put her
foot upon it.
“It has brought me evil. Good step-mother, I have cast it from me. Give me
shelter,” and she stretched her hands out in piteous appeal. But only the
blank wall of shoji faced her now. Madame Yamada and her daughters had closed the
doors upon her, even as she renounced her religion.
In a frenzy she beat with her thin hands upon the panelling, and her moaning voice
reached those within.
“Oh, hearts of stone, take then the child within. It is dying! dying!”
Her step-mother thrust her fist through
178the paper
shoji. One baleful eye
was placed at the opening. But she did not speak.
The burst of passion subsided. Azalea’s hands fell to her side; she slowly
stiffened and straightened herself. She stood in giddy hesitation a moment, then
slowly moved away.
Through half the length of the night she wandered about the hill country and town
of Sanyo. Once she came to some water and its murmuring song evoked a momentary
response in her. She began to laugh in a soft, mad way as she stepped into it; but
the water came only to her ankles and the baby upon her back moved and moaned
179in its sleep. Something burned within her
head. Words, words—words—spoken in that deep voice she had so loved. To take life
was an evil and unpardonable thing in the sight of the One God! She stepped upon
the bank of the brook in shivering terror. Suddenly she ran from it as though from
a great temptation. She sped on from the dark allurement of the country to where
the light of the city told her of the warmth and happiness of others. Through
street and street she wandered, her feet dragging, her head dropped forward. She
lost her sandals and her feet, in the worn and old linen, bled from the touch of
the pavement. She had now lost all sense of
180locality. Only she knew that
thrice she paraded one particular street—an avenue shaded by dark, drooping
bamboos, under whose shade houses of exquisite structure and light gleamed out
upon the night.
Azalea stopped before one of them—the largest of all. Her hand rested heavily upon
the bamboo gate; but she did not attempt to push it open. Now she stood still with
a nameless quiet and terror in her heart. Suddenly, as she wavered, the babe upon
her back twisted in its wrappings, and
weirdly, piercingly cried aloud. A moment
later one appeared at the door of the house with a lighted
andon in his hand. He
came with hasty steps down to the
181bamboo gate, and there in the dim light
of the lifted
andon he saw the woman Azalea. He seized her by the arm and drew her
up the path and into the house.
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CHAPTER XIII
For nine days she remained in the house of Matsuda Isami. He put her into the
great sleeping chamber above the ozashishi, removed the paper shoji from the house
and slid into its place the winter wooden sliding walls and doors. Thus they were
safe from spying intruders, and she might not leave the house, since the wooden
street doors were fast. Outside her room the woman Natsu-san remained. Matsuda
himself moved into the ozashiki, and from there he kept guard over the woman in
the chamber above.
When first the serving-woman Natsu-
san 183entered the chamber to serve her,
she found the girl crouched off in the farthest corner of the room, whither she
had crept after Matsuda Isami had set her in the room. She was numb with cold,
hunger and fear. Her feverish mind could not follow the tangled sequence of events
that had passed over her that night. She dimly recalled that sudden flash of
andon
light at the end of her wanderings, the touch of arms of seeming supernatural
strength which had crushed her aching body as they carried her up and into this
room of fears. The room had no light save what sifted into it from a
takahiri
(lantern) in the hall, which the servant had set by the dividing doors.
184
“I have brought food,” she said briefly, and set the tray on the floor by the
famished Azalea. She reached out a trembling hand and cautiously, fearfully
touched and felt of the food. Reassured of what she, touched, her hands seized
upon the contents of the tray. She found the milk, warm and sweet, and in a moment
she had slipped the child out of its bag, laid its limp and listless little body
at her feet and thrust the nipple of the bottle between the tiny, parted lips.
Someone in the night put a slumber robe upon her. Her weakness and exhaustion gave
way. She slept. But in the early morning, turning in her sleep instinctively
185to reach out for her child, she missed it, and started with a cry of
fright and anguish that rang out wildly through the silent house.
It was five days before they put the child back into her arms. At the end of that
period she put her head at the feet of Matsuda Isami, swore by the eight million
gods of heaven that she was his humblest and meekest of slaves, and promised to do
whatsoever he should command if he would but return to her her child. After that
she was like a mechanical puppet. The woman Natsu-
san dressed her in softest
silken crepe, loaded down her little fingers with rich jewels, and drew the hair,
fallen so wildly about her face, back into smooth
186mode. She moved about
like one in a dream, a nightmare from which she could not wake nor extricate her.
She was but a passive doll in the hands of the woman, and did not even move her
hands to assist the servant in attiring her. But when they brought the child, she
rushed upon the woman, seized it with savage force from her arms, and then fell to
weeping over it in such a way that the one she was hereafter to name
“master”
feared for her reason, and left her for the nonce alone. Thus a respite of a few
days was given her.
Physical strength crept back into her wasted body, bringing health, too, to her
bewildered mind. Memory—burning, in-
187vincible, accusing—awoke, told her
that she was about to become a thing more outcast than ever, because she would be
guilty of that sin the most unpardonable of any a woman of his (her husband’s)
people could commit. She could not delude herself with the fancy that she would be
the wife of Matsuda Isami, whatever the law might be, for she had pledged an
eternal faith to her true husband and the child was the connecting link between
them. Now as from day to day she waited in fear for the time to come when Matsuda
Isami should claim her promise, a promise she dared not break if she would keep
her child, there flooded back upon her the teachings of her husband.
188Now at last she knew she believed in the faith of the Kirishitan. and
before that faith she stood convicted. She did not attempt to justify her actions
by her sufferings. There was no justification in the creed of his religion. His
last words to her had been:
“Have faith always. Be true to me, my love, and to
yourself. I will return.” Yet how had he kept his word to her. There had not
come to her one word or sign since his departure. If he had sent word to her the
great waters that divided them must have swallowed it up. There was nothing left
to her now save the child, and for his sake she would sell herself and become wife
to Matsuda Isami.
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CHAPTER XIV
Patience is not always an enduring virtue. That of Richard Verley had long since
evaporated. Waiting, with a faith excelled only by that of the one in Japan, for
word from his wife, his stay in America had become unbearable.
At first he had thought her failure to answer his letters due to mistakes she
might make in addressing him. He recalled how, when teaching her to write his
address, she had continually forgotten to put the name of the city or State. She
was quite sure that everyone in the United States must know him. But as time
190>passed, he knew this could not be the reason. His letters urging her to
answer at once, and giving explicit instructions as to address, received no
response. He thought of her condition and became alarmed. When finally, refusing
to wait longer, and leaving his duties unfinished, he took ship for Japan, he was
in an agony of bewilderment and apprehension. If anything had happened to her!
Illness, the possible premature birth of the child, when she would be too helpless
and ill to write. How foolish he had been not to have arranged communication with
her through a third party. And yet, who could he have called upon for such a
service? He thought of
191>her outcast position since becoming his wife; of
the eccentric and stubborn fears that had impelled her to remain in Japan. And
then an overwhelming sense of regret overpowered him, that he had left her at all.
His place was by her side. His first duty belonged to her! There had been a flaw
in his former reasoning. His service to the Master could have been better
sub-served than the way he had chosen.
So, with his mind sick with gloomy forebodings, his conscience and heart aching,
Richard Verley returned to Japan. He hurried from Tokyo in a fever of impatience
to the little town of Sanyo. The journey was interminable—intolerable! For the
192first time in his life the gentle-natured Richard Verley fretted and
upbraided those who served him. The runners crept! Their vehicles were ancient and
broken down. The conductors of the miserable trains were responsible for the
creeping of the train. Some one was responsible! Everything was wrong! Most of his
journey, besides, was made by the slow method of
kurumma. Sometimes, unable to
bear it, he would get out from the
kurumma and plunge ahead himself on foot. Every
step, every moment that brought him nearer to her, but added to his sick
premonitions. All was not well with her! Something
193dire had overtaken her.
He dared not imagine what that might be.
When he touched the town at last, he did not wait a minute, but without noticing
the townspeople, who regarded him curiously, he hastened on toward where had stood
his home.
The sight that met him when he reached the place staggered him. He looked about
him dazed, as one who sees with unseeing eyes. He could not understand. Something
was wrong with his sight—his head, he told himself. Where once had stood the
little flower-embowered home, there was nothing but a heap of
194broken
planks and debris, the melancholy debris of a fallen house.
Snow was falling slowly and turning to water as it fell. The trees were leafless.
Where the sunny, flowering bushes had stood about the tiny cottage, there were
only the black stalks standing up in barren nakedness. Desolation and tragedy
seemed heavy everywhere. He blundered forward a few steps, his hand to his eyes.
“A mistake somewhere,” he muttered, “I have lost my way. This is not the
place—this is not—and yet!”
He uncovered his eyes and again cast them about, slowly. The surroundings were as
familiar to him as the face of a
195mother, and over there, the length of an
iris field away, there was the church—his church! He turned in its direction.
At the church door he fumbled with key to the lock. It turned easily enough, but
when he pushed the door inward it did not move. Then he discovered the reason. The
door was nailed to. Panic and frenzy swept over him in a flood. He began
frantically pounding upon the door, shaking it by the handle, pushing against it
with his shoulder, beating upon its panelling with his fists, and tearing at the
hinges with his fingers. The blood was in his head. He could neither see nor hear.
Only that sensation of horrible foreboding and cer-
196tainty of disaster
pervaded his whole being.
A temple bell began to tinkle, lazily, insistently. Small black birds, cawing as
they flew, swept close over his head, hastening toward their night home in the
woods. The rain descended heavily, noiselessly. The shadows darkened dully.
“What am I doing?” the minister suddenly asked himself, and paused in his
efforts to break the church door.
“She is not here! My fears are driving me mad.
How do I know that harm has come to her? I must not trust to the phantoms of my
imagination. God is good, good!” He walked out a few paces, thinking
dazedly. Then with a sudden resolution to
197seek her in the village, he
began to descend the hill. His step was more hopeful. He tried to keep up his
courage, but as he made his way along his lips moved ceaselessly in prayer.
He went first of all to her step-mother’s house. Here in the miserable, drizzling
rain he stood outside the house, none bidding him enter in response to his knock.
Yet all through the house he could hear the sounds of his coming announced.
A woman shrieked his name. Some one called back in a loud whisper which penetrated
through the paper shoji walls:
“The Kirishitan!”
Then he heard the pattering of hurried
198steps and the jabbering of voices.
Soon he was conscious of the fact that eyes were regarding him from a dozen of
wall holes. He knocked again, louder, and one within, unseen, called in insolent
tone:
“Begone! The curses of Shaka upon you!”
He told himself his ears deceived him. His knowledge of Japanese confused the
language surely. He knocked again, and, again, each time louder. Again the voice
within:
“Who is it knocks?”
He spoke distinctly in pure Japanese.
“I am Verley-sama, your daughter’s husband. I have come to seek my wife.”
199
There was silence, and then:
“We do not understand your language.”
He repeated his words slowly, patiently, enunciating each Japanese syllable
distinctly. But again came the reply:
“We do not understand.”
He recognized now the voice. It was that of the step-mother of his wife, Madame
Yamada. She had some reason for her lies. He was positive she understood his
Japanese.
“My words are plain,” he said. “I have come to seek my wife.”
“She is not here.” The voice was raised angrily now. “Seek elsewhere,
foreign devil!”
200
He ignored the insult and persisted doggedly.
“Where shall I seek?”
Someone laughed jeeringly within, and then the taunting words floated out:
“Ask of the gods, priest of the evil one.”
“I ask of you,” he said hoarsely. “I shall not leave your house till you
reply.”
He heard the sound as of one moving with angry and impetuous haste within, pushing
whatever stood in her path aside. Madame Yamada thrust aside the sliding shoji
doors and stood in the opening.
Her words were mockingly sarcastic, and she bowed with extravagance.
201
“In what way can the humblest one serve the mightiest?”
“My wife?” he demanded. “Speak, woman, where is she!”
She smiled inscrutably, but as he went nearer to her the sneering lines about her
face deepened, revealing all her bitter detestation of the Kirishitan.
“You will be punished if you have injured her,” he said.
“What will the wise and mighty Excellency do?”
“I will have you arrested. You will be forced to answer.”
“So!”
She drew in her breath with the hissing
202sound peculiar to the Japanese.
Then she drew the skirt of her
kimona closely about her, and turned to re-enter
the house. He caught and held her by the sleeve and then she stood still, her eyes
half closed.
“Answer me!” he cried.
“It is not I who am the keeper of the outcast. You come to the wrong house,
sei-yo-gin. Seek elsewhere.”
Still he held her, and she could not free herself, though she made effort to do
so. Thus held, in angry durance she stood.
“You are her mother-in-law. You know where she is. I will not release you till
you speak.”
203
“Go to Okido-sama, the Nakoda,” she said sullenly.
“Okido-sama?”
“He knows!” said she.
He let her arm go and she, free, pushed the shoji viciously closed, attempting to
crush his hand in the opening.
“Okido-sama!” he repeated thoughtfully, “Okido-sama, the Nakoda”
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CHAPTER XV
Okidosama, the Nakoda, was squatting comfortably upon his heels eating his warm
rice and fish when Richard Verley came to his door. During the absence of the
minister, Okido had apparently prospered. His house was new. His servants many and
obsequious. The one who hastened to respond to the minister’s knock did not
recognize him in the darkened rainy evening. He perceived only a barbarian and,
knowing his master’s trade, saw in him a possible customer.
Verley was shown into the guest cham-
205ber. Shortly came Okido to the room,
fat and oily, discreetly wiping the rice crumbs from his thick lips with the back
of his hands. He was bowing grotesquely at every step as he came toward the
minister, but when he finally lifted his head and saw who his guest was, he gave
such a startled jump that he fell in a heap on the floor, and there he remained,
trembling with fright. Instantly Verley was convinced that the man knew all about
his wife, her whereabouts, the horrible fate that must have befallen her.
“My wife! You know her whereabouts?”
“Your wife!” stammered the cringing
206Okido.
“What was her august
name, Excellency?”
“You know it. Answer at once.”
“Excellency is honorably mistaken. I do not know the name of the exalted one’s
wife.”
Verley, with no effort at gentleness, seized him by the shoulder of his robe, and
as he spoke shook the trembling wretch threateningly.
“You will answer my question. Understand.”
The Nakoda began to whimper, drawing his sleeve across his eyes and furtively
looking about for a means of escape.
He was poor man, very poor, harmless
207man. Surely Excellency would not hurt
him.
“Quick. I am waiting.”
“So many people I know,” whimpered the Nakoda. “How I can remember one
woman among them all.”
“You do not need to remember. You already know of whom I speak.”
“She was a tall woman with thin cheeks, yes?” he inquired with attempted
guile.
The minister answered by tightening his grip upon the man’s collar, and pushing
his knuckles hard upon the neck. Okido shrunk fearfully from the large hand of the
white man. He felt sure it would hurt hard. After a moment:
208
“She was fat—yes, surely fat!”
“That will do.”
He slipped down to the minister’s feet and beat his head, seeking to shake off
that hand at his neck.
“Listen,” said Richard Verley, “I will give you five minutes in which to
answer. At the end of that time—”
“Excellency will not beat a poor man. Ah, surely not!”
“Excellency will kick the life out of you.”
“No, no.” Okido cast a fearful glance at the minister’s boots. “I will
speak truth. Surely!”
At those words, the minister for a
209moment forgot his caution, and
slackened the tension at the man’s neck. But in that moment Okido was free. He had
slipped not only from the minister’s grip, but had disappeared as if by magic
through the wall against which he had crouched.
Richard Verley was alone. He strode from one to the other of the four walls of the
shoji. He threw them all apart and penetrated into the interior apartments. The
servants fled before him with the speed of wings and disappeared as silently and
swiftly as their master. Suddenly he found himself on the door step. He went down
slowly into the street.
210
Someone called his name. “Excellency! Master sir!”
He turned quickly and saw the woman Natsu following him.
Her name burst in a cry from his lips, and he rushed toward her.
“Natsu! You! Your mistress—quick, how—where is she?”
Her eyes shifted from his face. She covered her own with her sleeve, and thus she
stood, the picture of sorrow.
The minister stared at her, horrified. When he spoke his voice was strange.
“I understand,” he said. “She is—”
And so she had died—his little, laughing Azalea, his beautiful child-wife, had
died
211while he was away from her. He put out his hands blindly, as the
inclination to faint overcame him. He hardly understood the words the woman spoke.
“Oh, master, master, master!”
But the woman’s voice recalled him. He stared at her mechanically. Mechanically he
spoke.
“I understand,” he said. “She is dead.”
“Dead!” repeated the woman, and shook her head. “No, no, not dead; better
that than what is, O master—sir!”
“Not dead!” His hands unclinched. His fears had lent phantoms to his
imagination.
“Alive! Why, then all was well.” 212His thought escaped
his lips, and the woman answered:
“Better death than sin, O master.”
He could have laughed. What! Was this servant of his trying to frighten him with
her old jealous tales of the insincerity of his wife’s conversion. The sins of
Azalea were microscopic.
“Come, Natsu, let us go to her,” he said impatiently. “Why do you look at me
in that way? Are you, too, seeking to hide her whereabouts from me?”
“No, master, but if I take you thither, you will curse me for my evil
offices.”
“I don’t understand you, Natsu. You 213always were a mystery to me. But
now, come. Where is she?”
“Oh, master, seek her not!”
As he still sought to draw her along with him, she slipped down to his feet and
stayed his progress with her head there.
“Why do you seek to deceive me, Natsu? What is the matter with you? Why do you
act thus? What has happened, to my wife? Speak!”
Still kneeling, with her head at his feet, she answered:
“She has become wife to Matsuda Isami, Oh, Highness.”
As he did not speak or seem to comprehend her words, she repeated them. And
214then, as still he made no sound, she said:
“Isami is richest man in Sanyo. What is there he cannot buy?”
She was seized by the shoulders in a savage grip. Her very teeth smote together
with the shock of his grasp.
“You lie!” he cried. “You lie! Vile thing, you lie, I say!”
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CHAPTER XVI
It was the evening of the return of Richard Verley to Sanyo. Azalea was sitting
passively under the hands of the maid, Natsu, having her shining black hair
brushed and twisted into the elaborate mode approved by Matsuda. Word had come
into the room where thus far she had been kept a prisoner, ordering her to prepare
for the wedding ceremony. Whatever her inward emotions, now as she sat under the
hands of the woman, she showed only a stoical calm. That nameless antagonism which
had always existed between
216these two had become a deeper thing during
these days in the house of Matsuda. Instinctively Azalea knew the woman for an
enemy, and accordingly feared and hated her. Though forced to submit to the
woman’s attendance, yet she would not condescend a word either of entreaty or
command. Matsuda held her destiny in his hand. He could rob her of her child. He
had kept his word and taught her lips to frame themselves to meeker words. But the
woman—Natsu-
san—to her at least she need not kneel. Now on this day as Natsu
dressed her mistress, Azalea showed no interest in the other’s evident agitation,
despite the fact that the woman showed
217unusual signs of being discomposed.
Finally as the silence became unbearable to her, the woman broke it with strange
words:
“Mistress,” she said, “the man Okido is waiting below in the guest
room.”
Azalea inclined her head, but made no comment. Okido, like all other people, was
of no interest to her. The woman lowered her voice.
“I have taken a patch from your floor, mistress. If you will put your head to it
you will hear what he has to say to the master.”
Azalea’s glittering eyes looked at the
218patch uplifted by the woman. Still
she remained silent.
The woman’s insidious voice continued carefully:
“Mistress, you have heard the ancient saying of the samurai: ‘To die with honor
when one can no longer live with honor.’”
The girl beneath her hands did not stir, nor did she deign to turn her head to
where the woman pointed. The shorter sword of the
samurai was set close to the
patch. It was covered with a white cloth the cloth of honorable death. The woman
had provided the wife of the white priest with a means of escape. Yet she had
judged wrongly. Azalea was not merely the
219daughter of
samurai. She was the
wife of a Christian. Life could not be taken so easily as the woman supposed. The
code of the
samurai pointed out that death was better than dishonor. The new
religion said nothing on this matter. It simply forbade the suicide.
The woman, her task completed, arose and brought a mirror to Azalea, who, still
silent, stared fixedly and unseeingly at the reflected face. She started somewhat
as the maid’s lips touched her ears, and in the glass she saw the fat red face
close to her own.
“Mistress, to-day if you listen you will 220learn the full extent of
your folly and the dupe you have been to us all.”
The mirror slipped from Azalea’s hands. She reached them up suddenly and pushed
them against the face of the maid. Her nails sank into the puffed fatness of the
woman’s cheeks.
“Your touch offends me,” she said. “Come not so near, low-born one.”
With a cry of rage the woman sprang back, clasping her hands over her hurt cheeks.
Then, muttering, she shuffled toward the doors. There she paused vindictively.
“You are a peacock now, Madame Azalea, but your feathers will look less
221proud and pretty when you learn what they have cost you. You
disdained the servant of the white Highness and taught him to do likewise. But
the lowly one was in his service long before his eyes desired you. Even a snake
crawling in the grass may strike a revenge. There is nothing too small or lowly
to bite.”
Azalea did not move or deign to turn her head, even after the woman had gone and
she could hear her glide along the hall. For a long time she sat in silence. Once
she looked with fearful stealth at the opening in the floor, but she did not look
for long. There was nothing further for her to hear, she told herself. Who knew
already
222better than herself the extent of her debasement?
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CHAPTER XVII
Okido bowed to the floor before the illustrious Matsuda Isami. Knowing well the
nature and temper of his employer, he did not waste much time upon courtesies, but
went briefly to the object of his visit.
“He has returned,” he said.
“What is that you say?”
“The white beast—”
“Ah!” Matsuda’s grasp relaxed. He took several strides across the room, then
stopped before an opened shoji and drummed upon the panelling.
“Well, then—what of that?” he asked.
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Okido came to his elbow and whispered agitatively:
“But she will see him. It cannot be helped.”
Matsuda laughed diabolically.
“I have complete command over her eyes, my good Okido. Have you not yet observed
how she is conquered?”
Okido shook his head dubiously.
“But should Mr. Beast come in person to your house?”
“We have means of dealing with barbarous dogs,” quoth Matsuda contemptuously,
“and the police of this town respect the authority of their masters.”
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“But the letters, most Exalted? He will make inquiry.”
“Pah! What of it?2 Will it be the first time that mail has been lost between
this country and America?”
“——so much mail.” Okido moved uneasily. “Excellency, I am afraid of the
heavy boot of the barbarian. It was I who kept back for you the letters from
the barbarian to the woman. It is said his government is powerful revengeful.
Let me beseech you to give me a sufficient sum to get swiftly away.”
“On the contrary. You must stay here and help me. Besides, you forget the woman
Natsu was the one who held the 226letters. They should weight her
sleeves, not yours.”
“Yet, good Excellency, I was the carrier, and—”
“You delivered the letters?”
“Not to the one to whom they were addressed, but to the servant of the foreign
devil, who, Exalted, declares she gave them to you.”
Matsuda laughed unpleasantly.
“Huh! Then it is my sleeves which are weighted!”
In the room above the speakers the woman Azalea watched over the open patch in the
floor. Her face beneath the heavy rouge plastered lately upon it by Natsu
227was a ghastly white. Her bosom was heaving with her quick breathing, her
glittering eyes were horrible to look upon. She had heard and understood every
word of the dialogue, and now she crouched in the attitude of a feline about to
spring, looking down with dreadful eyes upon the head of that one below. Yet in
this moment of frenzy Azalea did not scream or faint. Now the strength of her
samurai ancestors surged upward through her veins, tingling her whole being.
Everything else was blotted out forgotten. She obeyed only the hereditary instinct
of the
samurai an instinct for revenge. When she could move from her crouching
position by the opening,
228she arose with silent swiftness. She stood
straight and still, only her eyes slowly travelling about the room as though
seeking some object.
Suddenly she found it—the sword! Her small hands gripped its blade and felt its
keenness. Then she hid it in the folds of her kimona, and, her colorless lips
close pressed together, she passed soundlessly from the room down the little
flight of steps and through the hall. Suddenly and almost soundlessly she pushed
aside the shoji of the ozashishi. Now she stood between the opening, her eyes upon
the startled ones of Matsuda Isami.
In a flash he understood that somehow
229she had heard and knew now the
truth. His servants had grown careless. She had escaped from the trap he had set
for her. Vengeance was written in every line of her rigid form. He could almost
see the twitching of her fingers upon the concealed weapon in her sleeve. With a
cunning worthy of the man he advanced a step toward her, hoping in this way to
precipitate her attack, and when she should spring upon him he would trip her. He
said as he advanced:
“Little dove, you look pale to-day—why——”
As the sword flashed upward he dashed to one side and then slipped under its
guard.
230His heavy hands locked together descended crushingly upon her head.
She threw back her arms, the sword slipping from her hand. Then she fell backward.
Across her fallen body Matsuda Isami and Okido stared at each other. The latter
was shivering as though afflicted with ague. He kept repeating over and over
between his chattering teeth: “Shaka! Shaka! Shaka!”
“Do not speak so loud,” hoarsely commanded the other, “or, by all the gods,
I will send you to join her!”
The little Nakoda shrank and shivered beat his head upon the floor.
Matsuda strode to the dividing doors.
231He called the woman Natsu as he
clapped his hands. She came hurrying along the hall and stood open-mouthed on the
threshold, looking in on that outstretched form. Her eyes lifted in question to
the man Matsuda.
“Hear me,” he whispered hoarsely. “The woman has fallen in some swoon. We
will tie her devil offspring to her back and carry her up to the place where
she belongs. Give me your aid, good Natsu, and I will marry you
instead.”
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CHAPTER XVIII
Save for the moving of the trees in the early winter air, there was only silence
on the hill, where stood the little mission house, but a ghostly moon pushed its
rays through the boughs of the trees, glistened on the panes of the church and
silvered the interior.
The rows of dark pews shone up stiffly in the moonlit church, and a great white
beam glimmered across the pulpit, shaped as a cross.
Azalea crawled on her hands and knees up one of the aisles of the church. She was
moaning to herself as she made her painful journey along.
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“—to touch his God!” she said, “for even the evil are forgiven.”
Now she was before the little pulpit, her weak hands upon it. She sighed at its
contact, and a feeling of intense calm and rest seemed to flood her being, but she
could not support herself against the pulpit structure, even upon her knees, so
weak was she and so nauseating the pain in her head. Gradually she sank downward,
lower and lower, till her face touched the floor. Then she spread out her arms,
and lay very still, face downward.
It was past midnight when Richard Verley came back to the door of the little
mission house. His old-time beggar pro-
234tegee Gonji accompanied him. From
the boy the minister had learned much—all, indeed—concerning his wife. He knew now
what had befallen her so soon after the birth of her child: her homeless
condition, her vain efforts to obtain work, her wanderings and terrible
privations, and then the gossip of the town. People whispered that as a wraith she
had returned to Sanyo and had passed as a shadow into the house of Matsuda Isami.
The feelings of the husband can be imagined. Such was the temperament of Richard
Verley that, even with the knowledge in his mind of her probable relations to the
man Isami, there was no thought of blame for her in his
235heart. Indeed, the
strongest emotion that swayed him was remorse of the deepest and bitterest. He
should never have left her. He should have either forced her to accompany him or
have remained in Japan with her.
His first impulse now was that of the man-brute, the desire to kill with his own
hands the one who had injured him and his so terribly. But a calmer, higher
instinct triumphed—the instinct of the man of strong spirituality to turn to that
One who had never failed him in time of stress. Something seemed to force his
footsteps toward his little house of prayer. So dazed and numb was the condition
of his mind
236at this time, however, that he did not even notice when he
came to the door of the church that it was no longer nailed to and boarded up.
Richard Verley entered the church alone. The boy was afraid to enter. He did not
know what evil spirit might be lurking in the night within the white priest’s
temple. He stretched himself out on the doorstep of the church and went to sleep
there.
It was very dark within now, for the moon was gone. For a moment the minister
paused irresolute. Then his hand touched the side of a seat. He sat down
mechanically. Suddenly he covered his face with his hands, and tried to pray, but
237his prayer was wordless. For how long he sat thus he could not have told.
It might have been the length of half the night, for when he uncovered his eyes
again things seemed changed about him. The faint glimmer of the dawn lent its
first grey light. He looked about him—at the melancholy church interior, his eyes
traveling slowly and painfully over the dusty pews and then upward toward the
little pulpit
cross where he had spoken so often. A patch of color caught his eyes and held
them. He thought he dreamed and turned his glance away, but, fascinated, his eyes
came back to that bit of color there at the foot of the pulpit.
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He started up with a loud cry. A moment only, and he was beside her, his trembling
hands touching her. Something stirred upon her back and he saw the round head of
the baby. Its eyes were wide open now and looking at him with interest. Like most
Japanese babies, it was a grave, mute little mite, but its eyes were large and,
like his own mother’s, blue in color. He knew it for his own child, though he
could not see the face of the mother who lay so very still. Some blessed instinct
guided his staggering feet to the door. He aroused the sleeping Gonji, and put
into his arms the child. Then he went back into the church.
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She had told him in those other days, so many times, that his voice would waken
her from the very sleep of death. When her eyes looked up into his face she would
not close them though they ached with weariness. She even smiled at his broken
repetitions of her name.
“I do not know how it is you are here,” he said, “but here you are—in my
arms, my wife, and it is enough.”
Her voice was weak, but inexpressibly sweet.
“It is enough,” she said.